telling me a story, ask me anything. tell me ur secrets. IN MY HEAD

Apr 08, 2005 18:20


I looked in the mirror and tears withered away. I saw you at the crossroads as i became a woman and you took your turn as a man. You stood there in the rain, looking at me through rose tilted glasses. I was soaking wet and standing there, ready to give you all of me, in an instant just to have you in return. The perpetual sound of your heart beat kept me breathing. Then i saw my self through anothers eyes: On the other side of the woods, in another state of mind, the girl was seeing her life, her fears, and discovering her truth. The thing that frightened her the most in the world, more then droopy spiders or ghastly snakes that lingered around the corner of every nightmare she’d ever had, she saw them now and she understood. All those phony people and their phony attachments and amusements; she saw it and knew how that fakeness had shattered her world. She became a prisoner of her own distaste for the world. She could see that as she chased the phantom in the dark. And when she found the phantom she realized that he too was an illusion. She thought of him. Where was he? Was he okay? And then the voice came to her, like it had to him, and she understood.

PS. i met a boy in Texas. and i think fate fucked up by putting us in two different states. FUCK

<3 MEgan
Now i decided to take pointless pictures of myself because i was extremely bored...haha




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