My MySpace blog... I think it is worth posting here.
This goes out to all my true friends...
My friends who have never once judged me,
Who love me for me and have never asked me to change a hair on my head.
Who get mad if I do change...
My friends are true,
they listen to me when I am upset about something,
with a simpathetic ear and an open heart they will help me though my troubles.
Who when I go home, it feels as if we were never apart from each other.
When I am around them I feel lifted, happier and like my true self.
Some friends I have had since kindergarden and some since college,
I have noticed that I am like 2 diffrent people, when I am home I am my old active self, always looking for something fun.
When I am at school, I am not as active, I am not as happy.
Why? I am yet to know but I think it has to do with the people around me.
How they make me feel and the bonds I share with them.
So where am I going with this?
Lately I have been having issues with change... I have never like it but find myself doing it every so often like everyone. But all my changes lately have not been enough for some.. And it bothers me to no end. I mean my friends truly love me for who I am, and if I ever changed they woulf murder me, lol. But one who says they love me for me... Me is not good enough.
Now I know this was brought up in my last blog. But now I am seeing things from a new light. I newer me, in a way changed. Well more so back to my old self.. And that is if you don't like me, tough shit. This is me...
I smoke, I spit, I eat too much fast food (Wendys, Taco Bell and White Castle), I speak my mind weather you want to hear it or not. I am blunt and to the point. I tend to be a pot head, and I love to drink cause I get more obnoxious. I wear hats more then I wear underwear and I like it that way... I randomly dance a lil, and I will quote a movie at the drop of a dime. I am me and I like it that way too. So here is my revelation. I am tired of trying to impress the ones I love cause I am not good enough.. I don't just mean friends, I mean family too. I have tattoos where I cant hide em and I love my lip ring with a rageing passion. I can't spell and I have almost no memory. This is me, take it or leave it. I like who I am, I have never met anyone quite like me and that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. So thats it. From now on, I change for no one.
And I thank my friends for never asking me to ever do so. You mean the world to me. And you love me for me, I am beyond greatful. Thank you.
My friends who have never once judged me,
Who love me for me and have never asked me to change a hair on my head.
Who get mad if I do change...
My friends are true,
they listen to me when I am upset about something,
with a simpathetic ear and an open heart they will help me though my troubles.
Who when I go home, it feels as if we were never apart from each other.
When I am around them I feel lifted, happier and like my true self.
Some friends I have had since kindergarden and some since college,
I have noticed that I am like 2 diffrent people, when I am home I am my old active self, always looking for something fun.
When I am at school, I am not as active, I am not as happy.
Why? I am yet to know but I think it has to do with the people around me.
How they make me feel and the bonds I share with them.
So where am I going with this?
Lately I have been having issues with change... I have never like it but find myself doing it every so often like everyone. But all my changes lately have not been enough for some.. And it bothers me to no end. I mean my friends truly love me for who I am, and if I ever changed they woulf murder me, lol. But one who says they love me for me... Me is not good enough.
Now I know this was brought up in my last blog. But now I am seeing things from a new light. I newer me, in a way changed. Well more so back to my old self.. And that is if you don't like me, tough shit. This is me...
I smoke, I spit, I eat too much fast food (Wendys, Taco Bell and White Castle), I speak my mind weather you want to hear it or not. I am blunt and to the point. I tend to be a pot head, and I love to drink cause I get more obnoxious. I wear hats more then I wear underwear and I like it that way... I randomly dance a lil, and I will quote a movie at the drop of a dime. I am me and I like it that way too. So here is my revelation. I am tired of trying to impress the ones I love cause I am not good enough.. I don't just mean friends, I mean family too. I have tattoos where I cant hide em and I love my lip ring with a rageing passion. I can't spell and I have almost no memory. This is me, take it or leave it. I like who I am, I have never met anyone quite like me and that makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. So thats it. From now on, I change for no one.
And I thank my friends for never asking me to ever do so. You mean the world to me. And you love me for me, I am beyond greatful. Thank you.