Every Day Is Exactly The Same
Everyday is exactly the same
Everyday is exactly the same
There is no love here and there is no pain
Everyday is exactly the same
I can feel their eyes are watching
In case I loose myself again
Sometimes I think I'm happy here
Sometimes, yet I still pretend
I can't remember how this got started
But I can tell you exactly how it will end
I'm writing on a little piece of paper
I'm hoping someday you might find
I'll hide it behind something
They won't look behind
I am still inside here
A little bit comes bleeding through
I wish this could have been any other way
But I just don't know- I don't know what else I can do!
Nine Inch Nails. Of course it is. i tend to be able to identify myself with them. Not much to update. It's all the same shit, just on a different damn day. No jobs. Spending money we don't have. Christmas sucked, i was sick. Got enough money from Christmas to pay teh rent. i'm getting bored. i've put on 80 lbs in the past almost-two years. i weigh 260 now. Yay. One more reason to hate myself. i've gotten to the point right now where i just don't care. i'm letting Daveh spend money left and right. He wen't to Comic Heaven yesterday and bought $30 worth of shit. And then He bought me a damn Digital Camera on Ebay. And i totally let Him. It should be delivered to His parent's house within the next day or two. i cant wait. i've wanted one for a while now. But...whatever. i'm just.....bored. ; sighs ;