FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So.
Dave is officially moved over to Rough Blast.
Although, He is allergic to the sand.
Isnt that great?
He and i are going to Eat'n'Park when He gets home and chowing down on the most fattening things we can find. Then We're going to come home and get plasterd, then sleep all day.
Did i mention We're going to be applying at Eat'n'Park?
Oh yea, great shit, huh?
i get to be around tons of PEOPLE again.
CANT YOU SEE HOW FUCKING EXCITED I AM?!?!?!?!?!
i've been playing with my knife.
And no, i'm not trying very hard not to cut myself.
HOSHITLOOKATHERSHECUTSHERSELFSHESSOEMOGAWTHIK
Fuck You.
FUCK YOU AND EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR.
i'm so pissed and upset right now.
i dont even know how to explain it.
PERFECT fucking song.
Mudvayne-Happy?
PERFECT.
In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders
I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure's center rising
My life overturned
Over the despair
All these scars keep ripping open
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set. All darkens.
Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Eternal pathway to contention
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Are you happy?
Are you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release?
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?
Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I've lost
Left with nothing?
Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy
Now that I've lost
Left with nothing?
All i want to do right now is freak out on someone/thing and just....GODDAMN i just want to fucking HIT something.
Now i'm going to sit here and listen to Happy and Stricken by Disturbed over and over again until Daveh gets home.
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