Thoughts and feelings

Jan 24, 2013 17:52

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Actually...I've to study. But...nice that there are always so many reasons for not doing it...

[Pv previews]Do you remember the screencaps from music.jp yesterday? I had classes during that time, and even left the lecture to find a quiet place for checking the links and to see that it were JUST screencaps. WTF? -__- After this I was all grumpy and pissed. (sorry to my bf who had to listen to my bitch comments after it *le sigh*)

Well anyway...now we have it. And after spending some hours with wondering about this and that I finally came to the conclusion what was...disturbing me.
First I thought that it was just the fact that they've chose a kinda weird preview (because everything was in slow motion) but after rewatching it like for I don't even know how many times, I noticed that I just can't stand the bright light behind them.
I mean...just look at the gif above. You hardly can see their faces at all. I really hope that this won't last during the whole pv...T_T
(Lol. It took me also a while to get that the giant metal thingy is a bird. Looks awesome btw)
And hair, hair *___* I so freakin love their hair. Awesome.

I love connect&go. Compared with other ppl I really don't have a problem with them dancing in a box. And it gives you some star rider vibes and that one will be forever my most favorite dancing pv ever.
So yes... *___* I love it ♥ (I soo laughed about their cute comment that they were surprised to dance in sync. XD)



(and this one is just....*keysmash*)


[I hate my class...]You know...when I was in school I was always the little weird freak who had some very, very weird interests. Called Japan. And even tho I was always friendly and had never many problems with people around me, I never belonged to the class society or what ever...because I was not interested in their stuff and they couldn't be interested in mine.
But this was okay. Really. Because it's not like Japan is mainstream here and I also was fine with being a little outsider.
But after I finished school and was approved in university I was really hoping that things...would change.
I don't, I really don't expect from people to like J-Pop or be into doramas. But...at least I was hoping that they would...have...some normal, some basic interest in Japan. (because we're studying Japanese for God's sake -_-)
But no...just no.
Even tho I'm in a class full of people who insist to love Japan and who want to study its language/culture/history, I still have the feeling to be all alone with my interests and my endless love for this country and its people. (Well expect for my bf of course, but she in another class -.-)
And while I really tried to get along with some of them (because to socialise is a very important part of our life blah blah blah) I will just...give up now.
Because I can't...and I won't spend my time with talking and giggling about stuff I was interested in YEARS ago, when I just discovered Japan.
And I just can't take people seriously who think that it's absolutely enough to read some Mangas ( In GERMAN) and say "OMG. I SO FRAKIN LOVE JAPAN"
F*ck you. Because you don't.
So yeah. That's it. Time to shut up, find a nice, cozy place in a dark corner of the room and to ignore everyone for the next 3 years.
(No, I'm not an Emo)


[Chibi!Kame is just adorable]Look at this. Just look at this *_* How can he even be that adorable. *squeals*



Do anyone know the year? I just found it randomly on tumblr.


I spend most of my freetime with watching their old shounen club videos right now... *___*
(such cute little chibis. *wanna squish all*)

random, personal, *kamenashi kazuya, *kat-tun, fangirling

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