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This week sucked.
I have never felt more alone and cold. I am going to kill myself...tell the police, look in the bathroom...
SIKE! haha, i would'nt do that.
But for real, I have felt nothing but anger and felt alone this week. My parents have annoyed the hell out of me, they are "worried" that I am not living up to my potential. The music I listen to, the way I dress, the friends I have, how I dont like going to my rich ass church where a bunch of people come to show off there new dresses and gossip about people. It's ridiculous. I "have" to get a job by valentine's day or else I lose my car. Man, I cant wait for next year, I'm moving out the minute I finish CPCC. I am tired of them getting on my back about every fucking thing that I do. They want me to fit into there little cookie cutter family. Fuck it, whatevvahhh.
I really hope this next week gets better.
I have never felt more alone and cold. I am going to kill myself...tell the police, look in the bathroom...
SIKE! haha, i would'nt do that.
But for real, I have felt nothing but anger and felt alone this week. My parents have annoyed the hell out of me, they are "worried" that I am not living up to my potential. The music I listen to, the way I dress, the friends I have, how I dont like going to my rich ass church where a bunch of people come to show off there new dresses and gossip about people. It's ridiculous. I "have" to get a job by valentine's day or else I lose my car. Man, I cant wait for next year, I'm moving out the minute I finish CPCC. I am tired of them getting on my back about every fucking thing that I do. They want me to fit into there little cookie cutter family. Fuck it, whatevvahhh.
I really hope this next week gets better.