TODAY'S THOUGHTS
Its about 3:30am. Why am I up? I have no idea. I almost have the feeling that life itself has nothing to offer. Everything you cherish gets stripped from you. Why is that? Every you you seem to want, everything that makes you happy, everything that gives you the most joy. Can you feel what I'm saying? Something so worthless, yet so rich is gone. Where that place in my heart was...is now a hole. I cant...I will never. Again.
...the cruel harsh realities of this world have struck me again. I am becoming a loner. This type of isolation is good for my art work. So being lonely has its ups and downs. "My lifeform is stressed and wiery, yet my soul has blossomed and is excited."
With the bad things, I got the greatest present of all. My long time best friend has re-surfaced. She's been through so much since I've been gone. We both had many things to talk about. Most good, alot bad. If I could give my world to make hers better, I would. My problems are not important compared to hers. Only if my cell would work in this crappy ass town we'd talk for the time we've missed. I wish her great happiness. Others can rott along with my feelings.
Maybe sleep shall come now that I have that off my chest. Have a nice day.
...the cruel harsh realities of this world have struck me again. I am becoming a loner. This type of isolation is good for my art work. So being lonely has its ups and downs. "My lifeform is stressed and wiery, yet my soul has blossomed and is excited."
With the bad things, I got the greatest present of all. My long time best friend has re-surfaced. She's been through so much since I've been gone. We both had many things to talk about. Most good, alot bad. If I could give my world to make hers better, I would. My problems are not important compared to hers. Only if my cell would work in this crappy ass town we'd talk for the time we've missed. I wish her great happiness. Others can rott along with my feelings.
Maybe sleep shall come now that I have that off my chest. Have a nice day.