Nov 11, 2007 05:29
Reality catches up with me
How can I sleep
and you are so sound
quit and calm
but there is no peace in me
It's just so cold tonight,
Inside and out
"I'm sorry" doesn't cut it
But I'm sorry.
I am weak
Pathetic, that I cant accept defeat
I should just drop it all
leave this place.
I never thought you would leave me alone
This makes me crazy,
you seem so fine
as the thoughts of me leave your mind.
and this feeling is mine,
I will never let go of it
and thats a promise.
Only good thing I have to say at the moment is that... I cant wait to
get my damn car. cause when I do, Its safe to say I will
not be home on my days off. no way. I want to drive everywhere.
and mostly I will go to the redwoods, and Mendocino, and a few other of my
empty secret beaches I go to. and most likely will be alone.
Right now I just cant keep my mind odd of things.
maybe I shouldn't even get into it. everything just falls apart for me
even when I hand someone everything I have. I will never be good enough.
and something smells bad... (Max farting I'm sure) guess I'll
just kill some of these shits out to pass time.
1 Favorite Color
sea blue, or any blue
2 Worst Color
yellow..
3 Favorite Number
13
4 Favorite Animal
wolf.
5 Least Favorite Animal
I love em alllll!
6 Favorite Flower
Moon flower. but all.
7 Favorite Food
I have a lot. spicy foods. Japaneses.
8 Worst Food
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i dunno.
9 Favorite Junk Food
cooookies.
10 Worst Junk Food
uhh.. i dont eat much junk food.
11 Favorite Restaraunt
Golden Dragon in Sydney. I think thats what its called.
12 Favorite Ice Cream Flavor
raspberry tart.
13 Favorite Candy
Reese's
14 Favorite Alcoholic Drink
Mojito, Rum.
15 Favorite NON Alcoholic Drink
Pepsi, Water
16 Worst Alcoholic Drink
vodka anything... barf
17 Worst NON Alcoholic Drink
orange soda... gross
18 Favorite Genre of Music
folk, emotional, hardcore, rock.
19 Favorite Radio Station
fucking radio...
20 Favorite Band/Artist
Okkervil River. the best describe me.
21 Worst Band/Artist
i dont know them fags names.
22 Favorite Song
A Glow by Okkervil River and Your Love Means Everything by Coldplay
23 Worst Song
lean like a cholo! or whatever..
24 Worst Genre
Rap shitm R&B shit, hip hop shit. rave crack head shit.
25 Favorite Book
Echo
26 Worst Book
yours mum.
27 Favorite Type of Movie
Drama, Sci fi thrillers. or whatever some action.
28 Worst Type of Movie
boring ones.
29 Favorite Movie
The Fountain, Lost in Translation, Bringing out the Dead and Children of men.
30 Worst Movie Ever
hmmm i dont feel like thinking.
31 Favorite TV Show
family guy, futurama, Full Metal Alchemist
32 Worst TV Show
plastic surgery shows..
33 Favorite Season of the Year
Fall Winter
34 Worst Season
SUmmer is gay. it comes to fast and always leaves me fucked.
35 Best Friend
Jaosn... Max... only ones I have pretty much.
36 Worst Enemy
I have one.
37 Favorite Day of the Week
Friday.
38 Least Favorite Day of the Week
Wednesday
39 Favorite Sport
Soccer, baseball, hockey, basketball
40 Sport You Hate
Football...
41 One thing you cant get enough of
you... and music
42 One thing you hate more than anything
Closed mindedness
Ok I give up on trying to find another one.
ARRRGGGGGGGG I JUST WANT YOU, MINE. HOLD YYOU!!!
KSF;LSDKFSF PLEASE KILL ME.