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Dec 04, 2006 20:52

Today was productive... expect that i forgot to call fucking stupid link AGAIN.
Mums upped my board to half my stupidlink $.

Any way.
Had a brief for coffee machines, returned some books to uni, the got onto the bone marrow registry and got to ask soem cool questions. I love giving blood and stuff, you always get to find out cool stuff

These are the cells that i might donate

"Hematopoietic stem cells (HSC) are stem cells found in the bone marrow. HSC are the precursor cells which give rise to all the types of both the myeloid and lymphoid lineages. This includes monocytes and macrophages, neutrophils, basophils, eosinophils, T-cells, B-cells, NK-cells, microglia, erythrocytes (red blood cells), megakaryocytes (e.g. platelets), and dendritic cells. As stem cells, they are defined by their ability to form multiple cell types (multipotency) and their ability to self-renew."

thank you wikipedia.
THey'll either get them out of the flat bones in my hips under a general or increase their presence in my blood with a chemical and then filter it like for a blood donation, except putting the rest back in.

Mum hates it.
But i told her tough. She was the one who yelled at me when i was around four and decided to donate my brain to medical science. Sucks to be her. I'm donating my organs to people that might eb able to use them when i'm dead too. Much to her and sean's disgust.

Been feeling really up and down. Sort of like sometimes i'm this husk of skin covering my uprising self hatred and depression. Can't really explain it; its like this giant wet blanket that covers me and makes me want to die... evil thoughts get overwhelming and those bad thoughts that psychologically i know i shouldn't pander to get stronger. Lying in bed means that i can feel my own skin against my skin and it makes me want to throw up. Sean trys to help, getting me to explain it, but onyl sometimes do i feel that he connects with me on it... self preservation i think.
 
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