oh, the randomness!
It's raining today.
I'm bored.
POSITIVE THINKING ALERT: I WILL have enough money to pay my bills and get food and stuff!
Fights urge to sabatoge above poitive thought ... loses.
I haven't showered yet :-o
It's now 1:16 PM and I am still in my pj's!
They are blue, and the button up shirt has a POCKET! Hahaha, why do pj's need a pocket?
I'm hungry. Not much food left. I have a fruit cocktail (1/2 left) that I got to try to be "healthy" and it's cheap.
What else? a can of tuna fish, bread, sliced turkey, sliced honey ham, 2 bags of kettle corn microwave popcorn, a can of cream style corn and a few bags of hot chocolate left.
I wanna shower dress and be horribly irresponsible and get lunch from McDonald's in order to play Monopoly -OR- Taco Bell.
But, agian the no money thing.
I don't get this unemployment thing! As in, WHY am I unemployed AND how does one get unemployment benefits?
AND as soon as I sign up for unemployment benefits after beign unemplyed for 5 months, suddenly I get 2 temp jobs! It's good to have money, but it's not enough. If only ths apartment was cheaper or I had a room mate/girlfriend to help me pay for stuff. So help me figure out some of this stressful depressing stuff.
Yes I am still thinking of getting fast food! Bwa-hahaha!
***
Last night was weird. FIRST I was overcome with sleepiness at 7 so I decided to "nap" even though I don't DO naps! SO, I did so, got up later, tried to stay up but slunk back off to bed.
Now, something very bizarre happened to me last night!
I was on my back, and I guess I was dreaming but it also felt too surreal to be jsut a dream. I felt a "presence" to the side of my bed! I started having noises come out of me that weren't me! I tried to speak my own words, but it was so HARD! I felt like I was starting to be lifted up off my bed a little.
AND I didn't like whatever this presence was. It pulled my cover towards it ... twice!
Was I just being scared or was it really something to be scared of?
I got defiant and grbbed hold of my cover, that was quite enough of THAT!
That also broke the voice paralises and so I said "out Out OUT!!!"
Then I felt like I was back in control, back on the bed, and that prescence shot away!
I defiantly pulled my cover back over me (it wasn't off, but way too far over!)
I am wondering .. was this a dark presence trying to bother me
-OR-
was it an out of body experience? and I just got scared?
I have no clue.
SO I think I will end m yrandom reprt there.
Except to say I dislike Autumn-winter casue I wantto eat more and tho I am fine weight wise without money it sucks eating more than one item for meals.
And YES I am still thinking about getting fast food!
But first, POST and SHOWER and DRESS! :o)
I'm bored.
POSITIVE THINKING ALERT: I WILL have enough money to pay my bills and get food and stuff!
Fights urge to sabatoge above poitive thought ... loses.
I haven't showered yet :-o
It's now 1:16 PM and I am still in my pj's!
They are blue, and the button up shirt has a POCKET! Hahaha, why do pj's need a pocket?
I'm hungry. Not much food left. I have a fruit cocktail (1/2 left) that I got to try to be "healthy" and it's cheap.
What else? a can of tuna fish, bread, sliced turkey, sliced honey ham, 2 bags of kettle corn microwave popcorn, a can of cream style corn and a few bags of hot chocolate left.
I wanna shower dress and be horribly irresponsible and get lunch from McDonald's in order to play Monopoly -OR- Taco Bell.
But, agian the no money thing.
I don't get this unemployment thing! As in, WHY am I unemployed AND how does one get unemployment benefits?
AND as soon as I sign up for unemployment benefits after beign unemplyed for 5 months, suddenly I get 2 temp jobs! It's good to have money, but it's not enough. If only ths apartment was cheaper or I had a room mate/girlfriend to help me pay for stuff. So help me figure out some of this stressful depressing stuff.
Yes I am still thinking of getting fast food! Bwa-hahaha!
***
Last night was weird. FIRST I was overcome with sleepiness at 7 so I decided to "nap" even though I don't DO naps! SO, I did so, got up later, tried to stay up but slunk back off to bed.
Now, something very bizarre happened to me last night!
I was on my back, and I guess I was dreaming but it also felt too surreal to be jsut a dream. I felt a "presence" to the side of my bed! I started having noises come out of me that weren't me! I tried to speak my own words, but it was so HARD! I felt like I was starting to be lifted up off my bed a little.
AND I didn't like whatever this presence was. It pulled my cover towards it ... twice!
Was I just being scared or was it really something to be scared of?
I got defiant and grbbed hold of my cover, that was quite enough of THAT!
That also broke the voice paralises and so I said "out Out OUT!!!"
Then I felt like I was back in control, back on the bed, and that prescence shot away!
I defiantly pulled my cover back over me (it wasn't off, but way too far over!)
I am wondering .. was this a dark presence trying to bother me
-OR-
was it an out of body experience? and I just got scared?
I have no clue.
SO I think I will end m yrandom reprt there.
Except to say I dislike Autumn-winter casue I wantto eat more and tho I am fine weight wise without money it sucks eating more than one item for meals.
And YES I am still thinking about getting fast food!
But first, POST and SHOWER and DRESS! :o)