seed 01: OFF-NETWORK
[This would be an audio post if she were recording it. However, it is not, therefore, this is off-network and no comments, k! Maybe action if you have reason to like. Be around the girl pad.]
The light is definitely off, so... it's not recording, right?
Hellooooo~?
[a pause]
Okay, good! I just... wanted to talk, you know, but not to everyone. That guide said I could "code" it, whatever that means. Like a diary! But I've never really wanted one, since we had to keep journals in... um, before.
So... it was my birthday on Sunday! The day I arrived here, isn't that funny? Does it count? Should I say, "let's have a party"? Maybe I could get some more cute things! But, it hasn't really been a year. And, even when it has, I don't think that...
Because, I figured it out! My heart doesn't beat anymore, and when I hold my breath for a really long time, it's okay. I held it for two hours last night! And then I...
If I'm not growing anymore, I can't have a birthday, right? It's not normal, huh... Being able to walk and talk and laugh, while actually being... not being... what does that make me, anyway?
I'm sure Tifa knows, though I've been pretty careful. She's gotten prettier, I think! We're the same age now, and Cloud's even older than me. They've had so much time together, it must have been wonderful. I'm glad things worked out. I've missed a lot, but... but that's just how it is.
[pause]
It must be one of those "curses" today, but I didn't get a chance to look too much, because Zack came! He's-- it's just like-- I wonder what Cloud will...
... All of us, in just a few days. It's a good thing, right? But, is it okay for...
[another pause; she twists her hands behind her back]
Aaah, I've gone in circles like this before. I don't know if this helped... Let's say it did, okay?
And Zack... oooh, no, I'm done! [throws device into her pillow...even though it's off]
The light is definitely off, so... it's not recording, right?
Hellooooo~?
[a pause]
Okay, good! I just... wanted to talk, you know, but not to everyone. That guide said I could "code" it, whatever that means. Like a diary! But I've never really wanted one, since we had to keep journals in... um, before.
So... it was my birthday on Sunday! The day I arrived here, isn't that funny? Does it count? Should I say, "let's have a party"? Maybe I could get some more cute things! But, it hasn't really been a year. And, even when it has, I don't think that...
Because, I figured it out! My heart doesn't beat anymore, and when I hold my breath for a really long time, it's okay. I held it for two hours last night! And then I...
If I'm not growing anymore, I can't have a birthday, right? It's not normal, huh... Being able to walk and talk and laugh, while actually being... not being... what does that make me, anyway?
I'm sure Tifa knows, though I've been pretty careful. She's gotten prettier, I think! We're the same age now, and Cloud's even older than me. They've had so much time together, it must have been wonderful. I'm glad things worked out. I've missed a lot, but... but that's just how it is.
[pause]
It must be one of those "curses" today, but I didn't get a chance to look too much, because Zack came! He's-- it's just like-- I wonder what Cloud will...
... All of us, in just a few days. It's a good thing, right? But, is it okay for...
[another pause; she twists her hands behind her back]
Aaah, I've gone in circles like this before. I don't know if this helped... Let's say it did, okay?
And Zack... oooh, no, I'm done! [throws device into her pillow...even though it's off]