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With only 2 years left in the military I am even more depressed. All I want to do is get out of the Army I am at a point I would live with the
bare essitinels just to be out I am never happy. I hate having no control of myself I hate that an organization can tell me what to do and I can have no say in it I fell like a slave. The last 10 years has sucked must of the Joy out of my life and the only thing I got left is my faith and my family. The other day while driving home I just had a filling that I should call it quits and just go out and do some kind of ministry. That filling was so strong I have had that thought in my mind all week end. I really do not know what to do but keep praying on it and see if any more answers come to me.
bare essitinels just to be out I am never happy. I hate having no control of myself I hate that an organization can tell me what to do and I can have no say in it I fell like a slave. The last 10 years has sucked must of the Joy out of my life and the only thing I got left is my faith and my family. The other day while driving home I just had a filling that I should call it quits and just go out and do some kind of ministry. That filling was so strong I have had that thought in my mind all week end. I really do not know what to do but keep praying on it and see if any more answers come to me.