Off Limits 3/3, Cam/Vala, NC-17, Stargate SG1
Title: Off Limits
Author: VirkatJol
Rating: NC-17
Summary: When Cam realizes he has feelings for Vala what can he do if she's with Daniel?
Warnings: Exploration into Vala's life as Qetesh (Rape/Non-con remembered)
Disclaimer: I don't own them. But I'd like to if someone is giving them away...
A/N: This was written for stargate_summer. I joined late so it's posted under amnesty week.
ART BY: sarah_jones
BETA by: dizzydame
Sam gave him a ride to his apartment and Vala insisted on going with to be his caretaker. He was down to only taking pain killers at night but still had some issues moving.
The couch was calling his name but Vala took his elbow and directed him to the bedroom.
"You need to not lay somewhere cramped. You need to be able to stretch out." She'd seen how uncomfortable the bed in the infirmary was becoming for him so she'd gone to Landry and told him that Cam needed to heal at home. When he'd argued that there wasn't any way to monitor him there she'd volunteered to be his nursemaid. Landry had looked at her rather suspiciously but he agreed. He knew that it was much easier to rest at your own house.
"Aye aye, captain." Cam mumbled the words and limped to his bedroom. There was a TV in there and it was much more comfortable then the couch. He hadn't expected to be out for so long. The broken bones were mended by the hand device but apparently there was some deep muscle bruising that didn't make itself known until the pain from everything major had faded.
"You put on PJ's and I'm going to help Sam with the rest of my things." Vala leaned up to kiss his cheek before leaving him in his room.
She'd been almost constantly sitting with him in the medical bay for the past four days. The chair had her butt mark permanently embedded, she was sure of it. He'd not let her sleep in it though. The first night she'd snuck back and curled up there but he'd woken in the middle of the night in pain and sent her back to her bedroom. She'd tried to argue but he'd looked so miserable that she'd finally agreed.
Every night she brought him dessert from the cafeteria and they'd had their dates. They'd talked and laughed and just spent some good time learning one another better. She'd tried to snuggle beside him sometimes but eventually the pressure on his bruises would be too much and she'd have to move. The few minutes that they got were worth it. The kisses and caresses made her yearn for more from him.
At least she already knew his bed was large enough for the two of them.
Sam was waiting at the door, all the bags hauled up to the entrance way. "Is that everything?" Vala looked around and took a mental count, it seemed to all be there.
"Yep, you talk too much." Sam grinned at the alien woman. "Oh, one more thing." She pulled her into a tight hug and squeezed before promptly releasing her. "Take good care of him. If you need anything I'm just a phone call away. Don't let him bully you into doing things before he's ready. We need him one-hundred percent."
She was touched by her genuine concern. "Thanks, Samantha."
She watched Sam drive back to the SGC through the window before heading back into the bedroom. Cam was propped up against the headboard with pillows, shirtless and blankets pulled up to his waist. The angry splotches were fading but they were an ugly green and black color now.
He glanced at her from the TV, he couldn't find anything good to watch. "Hey, princess. Get everything?" He wasn't tired but he didn't know that he was up to anything. It was frustrating to him that he wasn't already healed.
"Mmhmm. She just left." He patted the free side of the bed and she didn't waste any time. She jumped in beside him and gently curled up under his arm. "This alright? I don't want to hurt you."
"This is wonderful. There is enough space to hold you here and the pain on that side is pretty minimal now." She looked at him intently and he knew that she's trying to see if he's lying to her. "It's the area around the ribs that were broken." He let his fingers lightly trace around the largest bruise on the opposite side. "This part, that's still tender."
Her gaze went from the large area up to the television. "What are you watching?"
"Nothing. Want to watch a movie? Have some popcorn? It can be a date. At least this time it's not in an infirmary." He chuckled as she bounced out of bed to find a good movie. She pulled out four things she wanted to watch and handed them to him to decide while she went to make the popcorn.
"Extra butter?" She shouted from the kitchen.
"Most definitely." He looked over the movies. "I don't recall owning 'The Swan Princess'…"
Her head popped around the door frame. "I may have brought that one with…" Her grin was large and adorable. "It's cute and there is singing."
"Right up my alley…" Cam looked back at the stack. "You put that one on the bottom but for some reason I think that's the one you really want to watch."
He knew her well and just for that she rushed across the room and kissed him. Mouth open, lips damp, a hot kiss that's filled with more then just thanks. "Sometimes…" She didn't know what words to use.
"You can't just kiss a guy like that and then expect him to want to watch a movie." Cam's hand reached for her and she bent down again to kiss him some more.
"I'd love to not just watch a movie. One of the people in this room isn't quite ready for that though."
"Vala, if you need mor-"
"I wasn't referring to me." She ruffled his hair and trotted off to the kitchen when she heard the beep of the microwave. "Soon though. I can feel it." She muttered to herself as she shook the bag to distribute the seasoning. She set the bag on his lap as she put in the movie. Then curled up next to him to watch.
*I could just lie here and let you have your wicked way with me…" He put his arm over her shoulders and pulled her closer. It was nice that he didn't have a twinge of pain every time he wanted to touch her now. The aches were slowly fading and he was feeling more normal. Still a ways away from one hundred percent, but closer.
"As much as that sounds like a grand idea, I'd rather you participate the first time. We can discuss it the second time."
"You just assume there will be more-"
"Shhh! The movie is starting." Vala gave him a sideways glare and made him stop what he was about to say. She didn't need to be teased. There would be lots more times. "I'm insatiable, darling, of course there will be."
The movie made Vala giggle and sing, smile and wiggle. Cam didn't know that a simple animated film about a princess who got turned into a swan and then found her true love could make a grown woman so happy. But who was he to judge her. He started to feel drowsy about half way through and he wasn't sure when he drifted off to sleep.
***
The sunlight tickled his nose in the morning or was that the scent of her hair that brought him awake? She was curled against him and it was glorious. Her tiny body warm in his arms, the soft skin, gentle sound of her breathing and a slight floral scent made him smile as he yawned and opened his eyes more. He stretched and his body didn't protest as much and he didn't spasm in pain from the action.
"Go back to sleep."
The whispered order made him chuckle and he buried his nose into her hair. "Can't I must have slept a long time."
"Time is it?" Vala mumbled and yawned as she flipped over and snuggled deeper into his chest, never opening her eyes.
"Dunno. Maybe eight or nine based on where the sun is…" Not that he was that big of a nerd… Okay, he was. "What time was I out?"
"Nine. You're not a very good date." His hand started rubbing her back and she arched into the touch. "That's a better date."
"Mmmm twelve hours of sleep. I must have needed it."
"You kept saying my name. It was adorable."
"That's what every man's dream is. To be adorable." Cam let his fingertips slide up under her shirt and find her skin. The velvet of her back felt good under his hand. "How you feeling this morning?"
"Uh uh." Vala kissed his chest and rolled away. "No sex."
"Who said anything-"
"Your hands. That's who." Vala wasn't an innocent she knew what his hands were suggesting and no matter how much she loved sex in the morning she wasn't willing to risk it. "I'm still sleepy."
"What time did you go to sleep?"
"What part of 'I'm still tired' don't you understand?" She grabbed the pillow and pulled it over her head. The tickling on her rib cage made her squeal and flail, arms flopping back and connecting with him. The painful 'oof' made her freeze as his hands slunk away and his breathing became harsh. "Oh God, I'm so sorry, Cameron."
He steadied his breathing and tried to control the sudden flash pain. "S'okay, baby. Just…" Her hands were gently soothing over his body trying to wash the pain from his veins.
"You shouldn't tickle me. There is a lesson to be learned in this." Vala kissed his forehead.
"I thought the lesson was agree to sex and I won't have to take the next step to tickling."
"We seem to have different sorts of spins on the same sort of lesson." When his breathing was almost normal she leaned in and kissed his mouth. "It's not that I don't want you, Cam…." His mouth covered hers and prevented her from continuing.
Hands came up and cupped her cheek holding her close. He had better stop soon, she was right, his body wasn't ready for sex with her. Hot, vigorous, soul burning sex with Vala Mal Doran, but it was ready in so many other ways. His cock was hardening rapidly and he knew he needed to pull away. She wasn't trying to move back she was kissing him just as hard. It wasn't helping his resolve to not do this. Why not do this?
Vala must have heard his brain come to that conclusion because her thigh crept up over his and she rolled them so he was under her. Her knees straddled his hips and she held herself over him, not putting much weight on any part that might be sore still.
Their mouths parted and she kissed her way along his jawline. Her hands smoothed along his shoulders and chest, scratching at the course hair and teasing his nipples erect.
"I thought you said we shouldn't."
"I've never been good at following my own advice. Or any sort of rules or guidelines, come to think of it…" She spoke between nips and kisses. "You sure you're up to it?"
Both of them glanced between themselves. He was certainly up to it.
"Just be gentle." She smiled at him and nodded. "You have too many clothes on." Cam's hands made a path from where they'd fallen to the bed up her thighs, over her ass - giving it a firm squeeze first, and under her shirt. He pulled it up and she paused long enough to let him tug it off her body. "This is much better." He put pressure between her shoulder blades and brought her naked flesh flush to his. "Breast to chest, abs to amazing abs-"
"I'm assuming I'm the second abs…" He couldn't reply because she was sliding down his body and her lips surrounded his nipple and began to suckle the tiny nubbin. His chest hair tickled her cheek as she nuzzled around his pecs. His nipples both peaked under her tongue's soft laps and she swapped between suckling him and licking. She let her belly ease down onto him and felt the hard press of his cock against her. He was ready for her. So ready. She knew that his body wasn't healed, however, so she'd just give him something to help take the edge off. She slunk down his body, kissing and licking random pieces of skin.
The hem of his boxers snuck up on her and she used her chin to force them down a ways so she could follow the line of his hip muscle down towards his cock. His hard, ready cock. Her hands had to help remove the garment so she wouldn't cause any undue damage to sensitive parts. He was red and swollen when she got her first look at him naked and aroused. The head was flared and pre-cum was leaking from the slit. His balls were snugged up against him and her mouth watered just looking at his erection.
She let her fingers trail along the ridge of his hip muscle, getting close to his dick but never touching it. She was building the anticipation for him. His breathing was becoming erratic and she would look over and she his hands clenching at the sheets. She watched his cock twitch against his belly and rose up to get closer to it. Her breath trailed along the underside and he was making little grunting noises now as she blew hot air against him.
"Vala… God, baby…" He didn't want to rush her so he fisted the sheets tighter in his grasp. It was good. So very good but he desperately needed more from her. He glanced down and she winked before the pink tip of her tongue darted out and drew a line along the vein on the underside of his cock. The touch was far too little but it the lack of pressure drove him into a frenzy. A surge of pre-cum ejaculated onto his stomach and he clenched his teeth to make sure he tamped down his need for release.
Everything was about him then, his cock, his pleasure and Vala couldn't remember ever feeling like that before. She knew she'd been with men where she'd given them incredible sensations but it had never made her feel like that would be enough for her as well. Bringing him off was going to be as good as getting herself off. Her hands rubbed their way over to his hard penis and scooped him up. She lightly caressed every inch. She got to know every ridge with the tips of her fingers before lowering her lips to the smooth velvet skin there. She sucked and licked just enough to make sure he felt it but not allowing a big enough sensation for him to give into his orgasm.
She delicately licked at the opening when she reached the head. A nice salty flavor teased her palette - musk and the sea and something that was only Cam. It was a good taste and she'd had enough waiting. Her lips enclosed the head and she began to work his dick in earnest. She laved the underside of the head the dip beneath the ridge seemed to be particularly sensitive to him. He was leaking constantly against her tongue and she swallowed greedily.
One hand wrapped around his base and held him tight and steady. The noises he was making were becoming more frantic and she didn't want this to over yet. Giving a blow job wasn't something that she'd ever loved before. But now, for Cam, it seemed like there wasn't anything else she wanted to do. His reaction was turning her on almost as much as if it was his mouth on her. She dropped her head down further on his cock and the flared head bumped the back of her throat. She gagged a little but breathed in through her nose and relaxed. Her tongue started rubbing the underside hard, drawing the blood flow more quickly by stimulating the vein.
"I can't- fuck!" Cam's hips bucked against her and the tip of his cock jammed against the back of her throat and the first surge of come drew out, thick and hot and into her mouth. He felt her humming her enjoyment and the ripple of her throat muscles swallowing made the second spurt just as powerful.
It filled Vala's mouth- salt, heat, thick and she loved it. Surge after surge shot against her throat and she moaned at the taste and the feel. Her second and left where it was braced against his hip and went between her legs, under the shorts and panties. Wetness, slick heat were her fingers discovery as they dipped into her folds. His cock kept twitching and ejaculating as she started stroking her clit.
She circled the tiny nub slowly as he came down from his orgasm. His softening cock slipped from her lips and she was able to change angles on her own pleasure.
Cam opened his eyes to look down on her and saw that her hand was busy. "Hey, baby, whatcha doing?"
Vala moaned and looked up with a smirk. "I need to explain masturbation to you?" She pressed a long stroke along the side of her clitoris and her eyes slipped closed.
"Take off you clothes. I want to see." He wanted to help but he was exhausted. Her mouth had pulled all the energy out of him it seemed. She complied and kneeled up higher after she'd divested her body of the material. "Come up here." He patted his stomach and she gave him a tolerant grin and crawled up to kneel over his torso. It spread her legs perfectly and his palms were hot on her thighs where he gripped her to help steady her.
The throbbing of her sex couldn't be ignored and her finger returned to it's pleasure point. Vala rocked against him her lips parting and wetting him with her juices as she teased her clit.
The sight of her finger trailing along her slippery folds made Cameron's cock wish it wasn't spent. His hand could still play though and it was very willing. He tweaked one of her nipples before cupping her breast and squeezing. The other kept caressing her thigh and ass. She made soft squeaking noises as her body climbed higher and higher to her climax. The rhythmic squeezing of her thighs around his waist fascinated him as he watched her drip juices along his stomach. The hand that was on her leg snaked between them and he angled two fingers to enter her body. She rode him fast and hard. It made him start at how much it seemed to arouse her more, just having something to grip. Her pussy was so wet and made sloppy noises as he slipped in and out of her.
"You gonna come soon, sweetheart?" He didn't really need to ask he could feel the twitching around him. The slick heat seemed to rise a few degrees and her fingers were frantically circling. She drew a deep breath and held it. Her head fell back and then she was there. She was coming. Tight and hot and with his name sliding past her lips.
He waited until her body quieted before removing his fingers and bringing them to his lips. Her flavor was something he wanted more of, someday. He wanted to bury his face between her sweet thighs for hours and lose count at the number of orgasms he gave her. When his endurance returned and his muscles stopped protesting, he planned to do that.
Vala's legs were trembling and she somehow was able to drop down beside him and not onto his body. She wanted to curl up on top of him but with his injuries still making themselves known she'd wait.
"That was…" She still hadn't caught her air. Oxygen was at a premium and words would have to wait.
Cam didn't need them. He could see how sated she was, how lovely and pink her cheeks were from her orgasm. "You're so gorgeous." She smiled and blushed harder. "This was a good date."
"I think this was morning after date sex… well, kinda." He still hadn't been inside her. Soon. It would happen soon.
"Whatever." Cam leaned over and lowered his lips to hers. Their flavors mingled as their tongues tangled and it's almost as if they'd been joined. "I think I need a nap already now."
"I'll conjure up something for breakfast. You close your eyes for a bit." She kissed him quickly before scooting out of bed, not bothering with any clothing before heading to the kitchen.
***
"Do you want to talk about it?"
Vala looked up from her spot on the bed. She had a book in her lap but had't been reading it. Cam was at the mountain and she'd been restless. She'd grown used to his constant companionship in the last week.
"Talk about what?"
Cam plopped down beside her and settled his hand on the back of her neck. The tendons and muscles there were tight and tense- confirming his suspicion that something was on her mind. "Whatever it is that you're thinking about so hard."
She sighed and closed the book, setting it on the night stand. "I was thinking about… Nothing, it's nothing."
She scooted closer to him letting his arm slide around her shoulders and her head rested under his chin. He knew the tactic was to distract him from something she didn't want to admit.
"You looked so sad when I walked in. You didn't even hear me call to you that I was home. It wasn't that you were concentrating on that book either. You weren't even looking at it." Cam kissed the crown of her head and hugged her closer to him. "Tell me what's wrong, baby."
"I don't know what I’m going to do… When I…" Just thinking about the possibility brought tears to her eyes. She tried to reign them in she'd shed too many in front of him since they'd started dating. "When I screw this up."
Cam pulled her into his lap then. Her words sent a twinge of angst to his stomach. She was so worried she wouldn't be enough for him, that her past was going to cause him to see something else besides that woman he was falling in love with. They'd skimmed over this sort of topic in the last few days. Vala seemed to be increasingly restless and in need of something more. He'd been trying to piece together what he could do to help her.
"You're not going to. Honey, just relax, let me love you."
"I've got a horribly messed up past, Cameron." She wiped the tears with the heel of her hand. "It's bound to catch up with us someday. Someday when you least expect it. I'm so afraid… I'm afraid that whatever it is, whatever I've forgotten to tell you or just plain made myself forget, will make you hate me."
"What kind of book were you reading?" He peeked around trying to catch a glimpse of the cover.
"This is serious. I just… I think… I don't know what to do." Her feelings were jumbled inside her. Cam was making her feel things that no one else ever had. It scared her but not as much as him despising her at some point because of her time as Qetesh.
He wasn't sure what to do or say to make her feel better. "You don't have to do anything, Vala. Just be who you are."
"Maybe I don't know who I really am."
"You're a space pirate who won't take no for an answer. You're a fighter who's never been beaten so far down that you've been knocked out. You're a brilliant mind at the SGC with artifacts and cultures. You're street smart and book smart and people underestimate how intelligent you are. You're also devastatingly gorgeous. One of the great beauties in this universe and the next eight. You're Vala Mal Doran and you are with Cameron Mitchell. It makes him very happy to say that." Cam pauses for a minute. "So happy. I know this to be fact because I'm him. I'm Cameron Mitchell and I'm completely in love with you, Vala Mal Doran."
She leaned back then. Looked up at him to see if he was joking around. His eyes told her that there wasn't a single thing that he just said that he didn't believe whole heartedly. The words took her breath away. She didn't know for a few moments what to do. What should she have said? A million things raced through her brain but only one was blinking in neon begging to be blurted out.
"I'm Vala Mal Doran and I'm completely in love with Cameron Mitchell." The words just left her mouth. She wasn't able to capture them. The look on his face, the way his eyes shone with trust in her, love of her, made the last wall she'd been re-stoning come crashing down. "I've never felt like this before."
"Not once?" Cam teased and leaned in to kiss her. Her lips were gentle and soft, pliant under his as she started to return the kiss with more force. A slight salty taste from her earlier tears made him kiss her back, harder. "Not before Qetesh?" He knew there'd been someone special before her capture and it always bothered him that he might not be able to live up to the young love that she carried in her heart.
"Never." She paused almost not knowing how to confirm that it was the truth for him. "This. Us, it feels so real…"
"Feels right." Cam added before kissing her more.
She let him take the lead in this she didn't know where to push them. She wanted him, oh how she wanted him, but she wasn't sure if he felt that the timing was right. His hands began to tease at the hemline of her tank top pushing it out of his way so he could touch her flesh. She loved his hands on her skin, the warmth of his fingertips drawing mysterious shapes on her abs.
Cam didn't stop his mouth, he deepened the kiss, plunged his tongue between her lips and began stroking hers with it. They slipped slowly downwards on the bed and he used the opportunity to roll on top of her. Testing his weight against her, seeing her reaction. She just opened her thighs and let him sink into her heat. HIs hips rested snugly between her legs and he rocked, giving her a little pressure.
Apparently, he hit the correct spot because the kiss broke as her head rolled back and she moaned her appreciation. He did it again, and again, setting up a slow, easy, sensual rhythm as his mouth began exploring her neck. His hands drifted further upwards, pulling her tank top with them. He discovered that she wasn't wearing a bra, much to his delight and his thumbs paused to tease her nipples to hard peaks before dragging the material free of her body.
When she was naked from the waist up his mouth wanted more, he bent and arched his back so he could capture a nipple between his lips. The tip of her breast pressed to the roof of his mouth while he suckled it, bringing out the most glorious noises. His cock was half hard from rocking against her and the sounds she was uttering were bringing him to a full blown erection.
Her hands came up and tangled their way through his hair, holding his head against her breast. Just the right pressure, just the right feel, everything about this was perfect to her.
"Cam…" She was breathless, already.
He hummed against her asking what she needed without removing his mouth.
"Less clothes… more you." Every sensation was too muted, she wanted nothing between them and her body and mind cried out that it be as soon as possible. Something about feeling closer, she needed that.
He kneeled back, leaving her breast dampened, watching the nipple pinch tighter in the cool air of the room. He couldn't resist. He reached down to play over it with his fingers before grabbing at elastic of her sweat pants and taking them, along with her panties, off and tossing them to the floor behind him. His shirt was next. She wanted to touch him just as eagerly. Her palm was flat against his pecs - smoothing and drawing along the skin there. He managed to wiggle out of his pants and boxers with minimal time away from her.
"Is this what you want?" Their naked bodies were humming in anticipation. He could almost feel the need thrumming through her.
"Closer." She wanted skin on skin, flesh on flesh. She wanted to touch him everywhere, feel him touch her everywhere. This connection that they shared with each other, she didn't understand it, she didn't want to, but she wanted to experience it. Full blown them, together.
He didn't make her wait because he'd spent a long time wanting this just as much. He let himself settle back against her. They fit like perfection. His cock brushed her curls before acquainting itself with her sweet, hot sex. He shuddered as the touch sent a fervor of need shooting through him. He bit his lip to bring himself back down, under that ultra tight control he's so good at. Her pussy parted for him as he bore down more. The swollen, slick lips made a resting place for his cock - hugging him with their heat. His chest connected with her breasts and he let his hips pump against her. The length of him stroked her tiny nub and her legs came up to hold him. He started loving her. Back and forth motions that brought her closer and higher. The juices flowed from her and coated his balls. He wanted in. Inside. He wanted to feel her gripping him, demanding his attention.
He fumbled a hand over to the bedside table, trying to find a condom.
"Don't need it." She reached between them and changed the angle. The head of his dick bumped her opening and both of them were frozen.
This was the moment.
"You're sure?" He wanted to go the final measure, press into her so deeply that she didn't know which end is up. But not if it was just the heat of the moment talking.
"I'm clean, I've been tested…"
"That's…" He wanted to weep for her. "I trust you. But pregnancy…"
"I'm on birth control. Mandatory SGC, etcetera etcetera." It was enough for him. He let his hips cant forward and the head of his cock slipped inside. The walls of her sex were rippling and tugging at him and it's all he could do to not continue.
He wanted to swear, a line of one word over and over, but he didn't want this moment between them marred by harsh words. "God!" He cried to a deity instead, safer, a little lighter. "You feel amazing!" He dipped his hips forward, slow, easy, savoring every second. She was gripping him, demanding to be filled.
"More, more, more…" Her eyes were squeezed shut, closed tight, the emotion and feeling too much, she had to shut one thing out.
He let her have her space for that moment. He understood how powerful this was. His brain wanted to turn something off too but he forced himself to keep watching her. This time it was too important to watch her, learn her, then to give into the overwhelming feeling.
After what seemed like forever he was buried all the way inside of her. Her hand was on his ass, He doesn't remember feeling her slide it there, but her nails are digging in and not letting him move.
"You alright, Vala?" She nodded. Her eyes were still tightly closed. "Open your eyes, baby." He brought a hand up to cup her cheek. When her eyes open a tear slipped out of the corner. "What's wrong, Vala, come on, talk to me, honey."
She used her grip on his ass to gain purchase and bucked up into him. "This is so-"
He moved a little, rubbing her clit just right and she lost her voice to the feeling. Another tear slipped from the corner of her eye. His thumb brushed it away. There was a stream of them and this time his lips started catching them.
"Baby, you can hurt a guys ego, crying when he's trying to make love to you." Her sob is choked out behind a giggle.
"I'm sorry, Cameron." She tried to make it up to him by wriggling her hips back and forth to establish a rhythm. "It's just-"
"Perfect?" He hoped that was the right answer. It's what he felt. He still wasn't ready to start moving, not until he made sure that her tears were from some sort of overwhelming joy.
She just nodded. Her hand went up and stroked through his hair, scratching the short hair at the base of his skull. "Kiss me."
Waiting for a few moments, nuzzling her nose with his and peppering her cheeks with kisses, until her lips cracked into a smile. That's when he let his mouth take hers. He didn't do it with caution, he tossed that to the wind, he devoured her. His cock twitched within her, reminding him that he was surrounded by her. Engulfed in her heat and finally able to show her exactly how much he felt for her.
Their tongues dueled and he felt her relax beneath him. That's when he began moving. Cam's hips rolled back, just a fraction, and then he plunged forward. The sensation was incredible. Her body hugged him with an intensity he'd never known before. With each thrust he slid out a little further.
Soon both of them were in need of oxygen. Their kisses became shorter and soon his head buried itself in her neck, nipping and licking, sucking and kissing. She would stroke his shoulders and ass, his spine was marred with her nail marks, the burn sending him into a frenzy.
"Faster… Please, more…" She moaned his name after her demands. She's feeling tight and wound and closer to orgasm then she's been in a long time with penetration. Her legs were gripping him, pulling him deeper, closer. She maneuvered her thighs upwards so she could latch on higher. That's just what she needed as the angle gives her more contact, brought him that much closer.
"Vala… You feel so good." He didn't know how much longer he could last. His cock was tight, hard and he could tell the head was flared with arousal. Her sex was so slick and hot but he could still feel the pre cum leaking steadily into her. His balls were pulled tight and everything in his power that he had to ward against climax was being used. He needed her to come. "I’m so close, baby, you close, too?"
"Mmmhmmm." One of her hands took pity on him and snuck down in between their bodies. The sweat made it easy to navigate the tight space and the first touch against her clit was electric. She could tell that he felt it too. His forehead wrinkled a little more with concentration, but he had no need to fret. Just that small circle showed her that she was right on edge. Much closer to her orgasm then she'd even realized. "Gonna come, Cameron…"
His name was drawn out as she stroked herself, once, twice, three times. On the forth motion, a tempo of perfectly timed circles, it sent her falling over the cliff. Orgasm wracked her body, milking him, drawing everything he had out with her. He thrust into her hard and fast and it sent him tumbling right behind her. Thick ropes of come filled her. His strokes were shallow, but he didn't want to leave the hot, tight hold of her body.
His hips piston into her until he couldn't physically react to the pleasure any longer. All Cam wanted to do was collapse, collect his wits and recover his air. Before he let himself do that he waited for her. Her climax was still twitching around him when his ended and he held himself up on shaky arms, watching and waiting as she finished. Once she seemed to completely return he slowly pulled free of her heat and laid beside her.
Vala couldn't remember ever feeling so loved after completing that act before. His hand rested upon her belly and the light designs he drew there felt like more than just an innocent after touch, so much more.
"You really want me." She knew then, that his words had been real, true. She turned her head and stared up into his bright blue eyes. The pupils were large and dark and she felt as if she could drown right there in everything she saw that he felt. "Me."
"In this life and the next."
The End.
Author: VirkatJol
Rating: NC-17
Summary: When Cam realizes he has feelings for Vala what can he do if she's with Daniel?
Warnings: Exploration into Vala's life as Qetesh (Rape/Non-con remembered)
Disclaimer: I don't own them. But I'd like to if someone is giving them away...
A/N: This was written for stargate_summer. I joined late so it's posted under amnesty week.
ART BY: sarah_jones
BETA by: dizzydame
Sam gave him a ride to his apartment and Vala insisted on going with to be his caretaker. He was down to only taking pain killers at night but still had some issues moving.
The couch was calling his name but Vala took his elbow and directed him to the bedroom.
"You need to not lay somewhere cramped. You need to be able to stretch out." She'd seen how uncomfortable the bed in the infirmary was becoming for him so she'd gone to Landry and told him that Cam needed to heal at home. When he'd argued that there wasn't any way to monitor him there she'd volunteered to be his nursemaid. Landry had looked at her rather suspiciously but he agreed. He knew that it was much easier to rest at your own house.
"Aye aye, captain." Cam mumbled the words and limped to his bedroom. There was a TV in there and it was much more comfortable then the couch. He hadn't expected to be out for so long. The broken bones were mended by the hand device but apparently there was some deep muscle bruising that didn't make itself known until the pain from everything major had faded.
"You put on PJ's and I'm going to help Sam with the rest of my things." Vala leaned up to kiss his cheek before leaving him in his room.
She'd been almost constantly sitting with him in the medical bay for the past four days. The chair had her butt mark permanently embedded, she was sure of it. He'd not let her sleep in it though. The first night she'd snuck back and curled up there but he'd woken in the middle of the night in pain and sent her back to her bedroom. She'd tried to argue but he'd looked so miserable that she'd finally agreed.
Every night she brought him dessert from the cafeteria and they'd had their dates. They'd talked and laughed and just spent some good time learning one another better. She'd tried to snuggle beside him sometimes but eventually the pressure on his bruises would be too much and she'd have to move. The few minutes that they got were worth it. The kisses and caresses made her yearn for more from him.
At least she already knew his bed was large enough for the two of them.
Sam was waiting at the door, all the bags hauled up to the entrance way. "Is that everything?" Vala looked around and took a mental count, it seemed to all be there.
"Yep, you talk too much." Sam grinned at the alien woman. "Oh, one more thing." She pulled her into a tight hug and squeezed before promptly releasing her. "Take good care of him. If you need anything I'm just a phone call away. Don't let him bully you into doing things before he's ready. We need him one-hundred percent."
She was touched by her genuine concern. "Thanks, Samantha."
She watched Sam drive back to the SGC through the window before heading back into the bedroom. Cam was propped up against the headboard with pillows, shirtless and blankets pulled up to his waist. The angry splotches were fading but they were an ugly green and black color now.
He glanced at her from the TV, he couldn't find anything good to watch. "Hey, princess. Get everything?" He wasn't tired but he didn't know that he was up to anything. It was frustrating to him that he wasn't already healed.
"Mmhmm. She just left." He patted the free side of the bed and she didn't waste any time. She jumped in beside him and gently curled up under his arm. "This alright? I don't want to hurt you."
"This is wonderful. There is enough space to hold you here and the pain on that side is pretty minimal now." She looked at him intently and he knew that she's trying to see if he's lying to her. "It's the area around the ribs that were broken." He let his fingers lightly trace around the largest bruise on the opposite side. "This part, that's still tender."
Her gaze went from the large area up to the television. "What are you watching?"
"Nothing. Want to watch a movie? Have some popcorn? It can be a date. At least this time it's not in an infirmary." He chuckled as she bounced out of bed to find a good movie. She pulled out four things she wanted to watch and handed them to him to decide while she went to make the popcorn.
"Extra butter?" She shouted from the kitchen.
"Most definitely." He looked over the movies. "I don't recall owning 'The Swan Princess'…"
Her head popped around the door frame. "I may have brought that one with…" Her grin was large and adorable. "It's cute and there is singing."
"Right up my alley…" Cam looked back at the stack. "You put that one on the bottom but for some reason I think that's the one you really want to watch."
He knew her well and just for that she rushed across the room and kissed him. Mouth open, lips damp, a hot kiss that's filled with more then just thanks. "Sometimes…" She didn't know what words to use.
"You can't just kiss a guy like that and then expect him to want to watch a movie." Cam's hand reached for her and she bent down again to kiss him some more.
"I'd love to not just watch a movie. One of the people in this room isn't quite ready for that though."
"Vala, if you need mor-"
"I wasn't referring to me." She ruffled his hair and trotted off to the kitchen when she heard the beep of the microwave. "Soon though. I can feel it." She muttered to herself as she shook the bag to distribute the seasoning. She set the bag on his lap as she put in the movie. Then curled up next to him to watch.
*I could just lie here and let you have your wicked way with me…" He put his arm over her shoulders and pulled her closer. It was nice that he didn't have a twinge of pain every time he wanted to touch her now. The aches were slowly fading and he was feeling more normal. Still a ways away from one hundred percent, but closer.
"As much as that sounds like a grand idea, I'd rather you participate the first time. We can discuss it the second time."
"You just assume there will be more-"
"Shhh! The movie is starting." Vala gave him a sideways glare and made him stop what he was about to say. She didn't need to be teased. There would be lots more times. "I'm insatiable, darling, of course there will be."
The movie made Vala giggle and sing, smile and wiggle. Cam didn't know that a simple animated film about a princess who got turned into a swan and then found her true love could make a grown woman so happy. But who was he to judge her. He started to feel drowsy about half way through and he wasn't sure when he drifted off to sleep.
***
The sunlight tickled his nose in the morning or was that the scent of her hair that brought him awake? She was curled against him and it was glorious. Her tiny body warm in his arms, the soft skin, gentle sound of her breathing and a slight floral scent made him smile as he yawned and opened his eyes more. He stretched and his body didn't protest as much and he didn't spasm in pain from the action.
"Go back to sleep."
The whispered order made him chuckle and he buried his nose into her hair. "Can't I must have slept a long time."
"Time is it?" Vala mumbled and yawned as she flipped over and snuggled deeper into his chest, never opening her eyes.
"Dunno. Maybe eight or nine based on where the sun is…" Not that he was that big of a nerd… Okay, he was. "What time was I out?"
"Nine. You're not a very good date." His hand started rubbing her back and she arched into the touch. "That's a better date."
"Mmmm twelve hours of sleep. I must have needed it."
"You kept saying my name. It was adorable."
"That's what every man's dream is. To be adorable." Cam let his fingertips slide up under her shirt and find her skin. The velvet of her back felt good under his hand. "How you feeling this morning?"
"Uh uh." Vala kissed his chest and rolled away. "No sex."
"Who said anything-"
"Your hands. That's who." Vala wasn't an innocent she knew what his hands were suggesting and no matter how much she loved sex in the morning she wasn't willing to risk it. "I'm still sleepy."
"What time did you go to sleep?"
"What part of 'I'm still tired' don't you understand?" She grabbed the pillow and pulled it over her head. The tickling on her rib cage made her squeal and flail, arms flopping back and connecting with him. The painful 'oof' made her freeze as his hands slunk away and his breathing became harsh. "Oh God, I'm so sorry, Cameron."
He steadied his breathing and tried to control the sudden flash pain. "S'okay, baby. Just…" Her hands were gently soothing over his body trying to wash the pain from his veins.
"You shouldn't tickle me. There is a lesson to be learned in this." Vala kissed his forehead.
"I thought the lesson was agree to sex and I won't have to take the next step to tickling."
"We seem to have different sorts of spins on the same sort of lesson." When his breathing was almost normal she leaned in and kissed his mouth. "It's not that I don't want you, Cam…." His mouth covered hers and prevented her from continuing.
Hands came up and cupped her cheek holding her close. He had better stop soon, she was right, his body wasn't ready for sex with her. Hot, vigorous, soul burning sex with Vala Mal Doran, but it was ready in so many other ways. His cock was hardening rapidly and he knew he needed to pull away. She wasn't trying to move back she was kissing him just as hard. It wasn't helping his resolve to not do this. Why not do this?
Vala must have heard his brain come to that conclusion because her thigh crept up over his and she rolled them so he was under her. Her knees straddled his hips and she held herself over him, not putting much weight on any part that might be sore still.
Their mouths parted and she kissed her way along his jawline. Her hands smoothed along his shoulders and chest, scratching at the course hair and teasing his nipples erect.
"I thought you said we shouldn't."
"I've never been good at following my own advice. Or any sort of rules or guidelines, come to think of it…" She spoke between nips and kisses. "You sure you're up to it?"
Both of them glanced between themselves. He was certainly up to it.
"Just be gentle." She smiled at him and nodded. "You have too many clothes on." Cam's hands made a path from where they'd fallen to the bed up her thighs, over her ass - giving it a firm squeeze first, and under her shirt. He pulled it up and she paused long enough to let him tug it off her body. "This is much better." He put pressure between her shoulder blades and brought her naked flesh flush to his. "Breast to chest, abs to amazing abs-"
"I'm assuming I'm the second abs…" He couldn't reply because she was sliding down his body and her lips surrounded his nipple and began to suckle the tiny nubbin. His chest hair tickled her cheek as she nuzzled around his pecs. His nipples both peaked under her tongue's soft laps and she swapped between suckling him and licking. She let her belly ease down onto him and felt the hard press of his cock against her. He was ready for her. So ready. She knew that his body wasn't healed, however, so she'd just give him something to help take the edge off. She slunk down his body, kissing and licking random pieces of skin.
The hem of his boxers snuck up on her and she used her chin to force them down a ways so she could follow the line of his hip muscle down towards his cock. His hard, ready cock. Her hands had to help remove the garment so she wouldn't cause any undue damage to sensitive parts. He was red and swollen when she got her first look at him naked and aroused. The head was flared and pre-cum was leaking from the slit. His balls were snugged up against him and her mouth watered just looking at his erection.
She let her fingers trail along the ridge of his hip muscle, getting close to his dick but never touching it. She was building the anticipation for him. His breathing was becoming erratic and she would look over and she his hands clenching at the sheets. She watched his cock twitch against his belly and rose up to get closer to it. Her breath trailed along the underside and he was making little grunting noises now as she blew hot air against him.
"Vala… God, baby…" He didn't want to rush her so he fisted the sheets tighter in his grasp. It was good. So very good but he desperately needed more from her. He glanced down and she winked before the pink tip of her tongue darted out and drew a line along the vein on the underside of his cock. The touch was far too little but it the lack of pressure drove him into a frenzy. A surge of pre-cum ejaculated onto his stomach and he clenched his teeth to make sure he tamped down his need for release.
Everything was about him then, his cock, his pleasure and Vala couldn't remember ever feeling like that before. She knew she'd been with men where she'd given them incredible sensations but it had never made her feel like that would be enough for her as well. Bringing him off was going to be as good as getting herself off. Her hands rubbed their way over to his hard penis and scooped him up. She lightly caressed every inch. She got to know every ridge with the tips of her fingers before lowering her lips to the smooth velvet skin there. She sucked and licked just enough to make sure he felt it but not allowing a big enough sensation for him to give into his orgasm.
She delicately licked at the opening when she reached the head. A nice salty flavor teased her palette - musk and the sea and something that was only Cam. It was a good taste and she'd had enough waiting. Her lips enclosed the head and she began to work his dick in earnest. She laved the underside of the head the dip beneath the ridge seemed to be particularly sensitive to him. He was leaking constantly against her tongue and she swallowed greedily.
One hand wrapped around his base and held him tight and steady. The noises he was making were becoming more frantic and she didn't want this to over yet. Giving a blow job wasn't something that she'd ever loved before. But now, for Cam, it seemed like there wasn't anything else she wanted to do. His reaction was turning her on almost as much as if it was his mouth on her. She dropped her head down further on his cock and the flared head bumped the back of her throat. She gagged a little but breathed in through her nose and relaxed. Her tongue started rubbing the underside hard, drawing the blood flow more quickly by stimulating the vein.
"I can't- fuck!" Cam's hips bucked against her and the tip of his cock jammed against the back of her throat and the first surge of come drew out, thick and hot and into her mouth. He felt her humming her enjoyment and the ripple of her throat muscles swallowing made the second spurt just as powerful.
It filled Vala's mouth- salt, heat, thick and she loved it. Surge after surge shot against her throat and she moaned at the taste and the feel. Her second and left where it was braced against his hip and went between her legs, under the shorts and panties. Wetness, slick heat were her fingers discovery as they dipped into her folds. His cock kept twitching and ejaculating as she started stroking her clit.
She circled the tiny nub slowly as he came down from his orgasm. His softening cock slipped from her lips and she was able to change angles on her own pleasure.
Cam opened his eyes to look down on her and saw that her hand was busy. "Hey, baby, whatcha doing?"
Vala moaned and looked up with a smirk. "I need to explain masturbation to you?" She pressed a long stroke along the side of her clitoris and her eyes slipped closed.
"Take off you clothes. I want to see." He wanted to help but he was exhausted. Her mouth had pulled all the energy out of him it seemed. She complied and kneeled up higher after she'd divested her body of the material. "Come up here." He patted his stomach and she gave him a tolerant grin and crawled up to kneel over his torso. It spread her legs perfectly and his palms were hot on her thighs where he gripped her to help steady her.
The throbbing of her sex couldn't be ignored and her finger returned to it's pleasure point. Vala rocked against him her lips parting and wetting him with her juices as she teased her clit.
The sight of her finger trailing along her slippery folds made Cameron's cock wish it wasn't spent. His hand could still play though and it was very willing. He tweaked one of her nipples before cupping her breast and squeezing. The other kept caressing her thigh and ass. She made soft squeaking noises as her body climbed higher and higher to her climax. The rhythmic squeezing of her thighs around his waist fascinated him as he watched her drip juices along his stomach. The hand that was on her leg snaked between them and he angled two fingers to enter her body. She rode him fast and hard. It made him start at how much it seemed to arouse her more, just having something to grip. Her pussy was so wet and made sloppy noises as he slipped in and out of her.
"You gonna come soon, sweetheart?" He didn't really need to ask he could feel the twitching around him. The slick heat seemed to rise a few degrees and her fingers were frantically circling. She drew a deep breath and held it. Her head fell back and then she was there. She was coming. Tight and hot and with his name sliding past her lips.
He waited until her body quieted before removing his fingers and bringing them to his lips. Her flavor was something he wanted more of, someday. He wanted to bury his face between her sweet thighs for hours and lose count at the number of orgasms he gave her. When his endurance returned and his muscles stopped protesting, he planned to do that.
Vala's legs were trembling and she somehow was able to drop down beside him and not onto his body. She wanted to curl up on top of him but with his injuries still making themselves known she'd wait.
"That was…" She still hadn't caught her air. Oxygen was at a premium and words would have to wait.
Cam didn't need them. He could see how sated she was, how lovely and pink her cheeks were from her orgasm. "You're so gorgeous." She smiled and blushed harder. "This was a good date."
"I think this was morning after date sex… well, kinda." He still hadn't been inside her. Soon. It would happen soon.
"Whatever." Cam leaned over and lowered his lips to hers. Their flavors mingled as their tongues tangled and it's almost as if they'd been joined. "I think I need a nap already now."
"I'll conjure up something for breakfast. You close your eyes for a bit." She kissed him quickly before scooting out of bed, not bothering with any clothing before heading to the kitchen.
***
"Do you want to talk about it?"
Vala looked up from her spot on the bed. She had a book in her lap but had't been reading it. Cam was at the mountain and she'd been restless. She'd grown used to his constant companionship in the last week.
"Talk about what?"
Cam plopped down beside her and settled his hand on the back of her neck. The tendons and muscles there were tight and tense- confirming his suspicion that something was on her mind. "Whatever it is that you're thinking about so hard."
She sighed and closed the book, setting it on the night stand. "I was thinking about… Nothing, it's nothing."
She scooted closer to him letting his arm slide around her shoulders and her head rested under his chin. He knew the tactic was to distract him from something she didn't want to admit.
"You looked so sad when I walked in. You didn't even hear me call to you that I was home. It wasn't that you were concentrating on that book either. You weren't even looking at it." Cam kissed the crown of her head and hugged her closer to him. "Tell me what's wrong, baby."
"I don't know what I’m going to do… When I…" Just thinking about the possibility brought tears to her eyes. She tried to reign them in she'd shed too many in front of him since they'd started dating. "When I screw this up."
Cam pulled her into his lap then. Her words sent a twinge of angst to his stomach. She was so worried she wouldn't be enough for him, that her past was going to cause him to see something else besides that woman he was falling in love with. They'd skimmed over this sort of topic in the last few days. Vala seemed to be increasingly restless and in need of something more. He'd been trying to piece together what he could do to help her.
"You're not going to. Honey, just relax, let me love you."
"I've got a horribly messed up past, Cameron." She wiped the tears with the heel of her hand. "It's bound to catch up with us someday. Someday when you least expect it. I'm so afraid… I'm afraid that whatever it is, whatever I've forgotten to tell you or just plain made myself forget, will make you hate me."
"What kind of book were you reading?" He peeked around trying to catch a glimpse of the cover.
"This is serious. I just… I think… I don't know what to do." Her feelings were jumbled inside her. Cam was making her feel things that no one else ever had. It scared her but not as much as him despising her at some point because of her time as Qetesh.
He wasn't sure what to do or say to make her feel better. "You don't have to do anything, Vala. Just be who you are."
"Maybe I don't know who I really am."
"You're a space pirate who won't take no for an answer. You're a fighter who's never been beaten so far down that you've been knocked out. You're a brilliant mind at the SGC with artifacts and cultures. You're street smart and book smart and people underestimate how intelligent you are. You're also devastatingly gorgeous. One of the great beauties in this universe and the next eight. You're Vala Mal Doran and you are with Cameron Mitchell. It makes him very happy to say that." Cam pauses for a minute. "So happy. I know this to be fact because I'm him. I'm Cameron Mitchell and I'm completely in love with you, Vala Mal Doran."
She leaned back then. Looked up at him to see if he was joking around. His eyes told her that there wasn't a single thing that he just said that he didn't believe whole heartedly. The words took her breath away. She didn't know for a few moments what to do. What should she have said? A million things raced through her brain but only one was blinking in neon begging to be blurted out.
"I'm Vala Mal Doran and I'm completely in love with Cameron Mitchell." The words just left her mouth. She wasn't able to capture them. The look on his face, the way his eyes shone with trust in her, love of her, made the last wall she'd been re-stoning come crashing down. "I've never felt like this before."
"Not once?" Cam teased and leaned in to kiss her. Her lips were gentle and soft, pliant under his as she started to return the kiss with more force. A slight salty taste from her earlier tears made him kiss her back, harder. "Not before Qetesh?" He knew there'd been someone special before her capture and it always bothered him that he might not be able to live up to the young love that she carried in her heart.
"Never." She paused almost not knowing how to confirm that it was the truth for him. "This. Us, it feels so real…"
"Feels right." Cam added before kissing her more.
She let him take the lead in this she didn't know where to push them. She wanted him, oh how she wanted him, but she wasn't sure if he felt that the timing was right. His hands began to tease at the hemline of her tank top pushing it out of his way so he could touch her flesh. She loved his hands on her skin, the warmth of his fingertips drawing mysterious shapes on her abs.
Cam didn't stop his mouth, he deepened the kiss, plunged his tongue between her lips and began stroking hers with it. They slipped slowly downwards on the bed and he used the opportunity to roll on top of her. Testing his weight against her, seeing her reaction. She just opened her thighs and let him sink into her heat. HIs hips rested snugly between her legs and he rocked, giving her a little pressure.
Apparently, he hit the correct spot because the kiss broke as her head rolled back and she moaned her appreciation. He did it again, and again, setting up a slow, easy, sensual rhythm as his mouth began exploring her neck. His hands drifted further upwards, pulling her tank top with them. He discovered that she wasn't wearing a bra, much to his delight and his thumbs paused to tease her nipples to hard peaks before dragging the material free of her body.
When she was naked from the waist up his mouth wanted more, he bent and arched his back so he could capture a nipple between his lips. The tip of her breast pressed to the roof of his mouth while he suckled it, bringing out the most glorious noises. His cock was half hard from rocking against her and the sounds she was uttering were bringing him to a full blown erection.
Her hands came up and tangled their way through his hair, holding his head against her breast. Just the right pressure, just the right feel, everything about this was perfect to her.
"Cam…" She was breathless, already.
He hummed against her asking what she needed without removing his mouth.
"Less clothes… more you." Every sensation was too muted, she wanted nothing between them and her body and mind cried out that it be as soon as possible. Something about feeling closer, she needed that.
He kneeled back, leaving her breast dampened, watching the nipple pinch tighter in the cool air of the room. He couldn't resist. He reached down to play over it with his fingers before grabbing at elastic of her sweat pants and taking them, along with her panties, off and tossing them to the floor behind him. His shirt was next. She wanted to touch him just as eagerly. Her palm was flat against his pecs - smoothing and drawing along the skin there. He managed to wiggle out of his pants and boxers with minimal time away from her.
"Is this what you want?" Their naked bodies were humming in anticipation. He could almost feel the need thrumming through her.
"Closer." She wanted skin on skin, flesh on flesh. She wanted to touch him everywhere, feel him touch her everywhere. This connection that they shared with each other, she didn't understand it, she didn't want to, but she wanted to experience it. Full blown them, together.
He didn't make her wait because he'd spent a long time wanting this just as much. He let himself settle back against her. They fit like perfection. His cock brushed her curls before acquainting itself with her sweet, hot sex. He shuddered as the touch sent a fervor of need shooting through him. He bit his lip to bring himself back down, under that ultra tight control he's so good at. Her pussy parted for him as he bore down more. The swollen, slick lips made a resting place for his cock - hugging him with their heat. His chest connected with her breasts and he let his hips pump against her. The length of him stroked her tiny nub and her legs came up to hold him. He started loving her. Back and forth motions that brought her closer and higher. The juices flowed from her and coated his balls. He wanted in. Inside. He wanted to feel her gripping him, demanding his attention.
He fumbled a hand over to the bedside table, trying to find a condom.
"Don't need it." She reached between them and changed the angle. The head of his dick bumped her opening and both of them were frozen.
This was the moment.
"You're sure?" He wanted to go the final measure, press into her so deeply that she didn't know which end is up. But not if it was just the heat of the moment talking.
"I'm clean, I've been tested…"
"That's…" He wanted to weep for her. "I trust you. But pregnancy…"
"I'm on birth control. Mandatory SGC, etcetera etcetera." It was enough for him. He let his hips cant forward and the head of his cock slipped inside. The walls of her sex were rippling and tugging at him and it's all he could do to not continue.
He wanted to swear, a line of one word over and over, but he didn't want this moment between them marred by harsh words. "God!" He cried to a deity instead, safer, a little lighter. "You feel amazing!" He dipped his hips forward, slow, easy, savoring every second. She was gripping him, demanding to be filled.
"More, more, more…" Her eyes were squeezed shut, closed tight, the emotion and feeling too much, she had to shut one thing out.
He let her have her space for that moment. He understood how powerful this was. His brain wanted to turn something off too but he forced himself to keep watching her. This time it was too important to watch her, learn her, then to give into the overwhelming feeling.
After what seemed like forever he was buried all the way inside of her. Her hand was on his ass, He doesn't remember feeling her slide it there, but her nails are digging in and not letting him move.
"You alright, Vala?" She nodded. Her eyes were still tightly closed. "Open your eyes, baby." He brought a hand up to cup her cheek. When her eyes open a tear slipped out of the corner. "What's wrong, Vala, come on, talk to me, honey."
She used her grip on his ass to gain purchase and bucked up into him. "This is so-"
He moved a little, rubbing her clit just right and she lost her voice to the feeling. Another tear slipped from the corner of her eye. His thumb brushed it away. There was a stream of them and this time his lips started catching them.
"Baby, you can hurt a guys ego, crying when he's trying to make love to you." Her sob is choked out behind a giggle.
"I'm sorry, Cameron." She tried to make it up to him by wriggling her hips back and forth to establish a rhythm. "It's just-"
"Perfect?" He hoped that was the right answer. It's what he felt. He still wasn't ready to start moving, not until he made sure that her tears were from some sort of overwhelming joy.
She just nodded. Her hand went up and stroked through his hair, scratching the short hair at the base of his skull. "Kiss me."
Waiting for a few moments, nuzzling her nose with his and peppering her cheeks with kisses, until her lips cracked into a smile. That's when he let his mouth take hers. He didn't do it with caution, he tossed that to the wind, he devoured her. His cock twitched within her, reminding him that he was surrounded by her. Engulfed in her heat and finally able to show her exactly how much he felt for her.
Their tongues dueled and he felt her relax beneath him. That's when he began moving. Cam's hips rolled back, just a fraction, and then he plunged forward. The sensation was incredible. Her body hugged him with an intensity he'd never known before. With each thrust he slid out a little further.
Soon both of them were in need of oxygen. Their kisses became shorter and soon his head buried itself in her neck, nipping and licking, sucking and kissing. She would stroke his shoulders and ass, his spine was marred with her nail marks, the burn sending him into a frenzy.
"Faster… Please, more…" She moaned his name after her demands. She's feeling tight and wound and closer to orgasm then she's been in a long time with penetration. Her legs were gripping him, pulling him deeper, closer. She maneuvered her thighs upwards so she could latch on higher. That's just what she needed as the angle gives her more contact, brought him that much closer.
"Vala… You feel so good." He didn't know how much longer he could last. His cock was tight, hard and he could tell the head was flared with arousal. Her sex was so slick and hot but he could still feel the pre cum leaking steadily into her. His balls were pulled tight and everything in his power that he had to ward against climax was being used. He needed her to come. "I’m so close, baby, you close, too?"
"Mmmhmmm." One of her hands took pity on him and snuck down in between their bodies. The sweat made it easy to navigate the tight space and the first touch against her clit was electric. She could tell that he felt it too. His forehead wrinkled a little more with concentration, but he had no need to fret. Just that small circle showed her that she was right on edge. Much closer to her orgasm then she'd even realized. "Gonna come, Cameron…"
His name was drawn out as she stroked herself, once, twice, three times. On the forth motion, a tempo of perfectly timed circles, it sent her falling over the cliff. Orgasm wracked her body, milking him, drawing everything he had out with her. He thrust into her hard and fast and it sent him tumbling right behind her. Thick ropes of come filled her. His strokes were shallow, but he didn't want to leave the hot, tight hold of her body.
His hips piston into her until he couldn't physically react to the pleasure any longer. All Cam wanted to do was collapse, collect his wits and recover his air. Before he let himself do that he waited for her. Her climax was still twitching around him when his ended and he held himself up on shaky arms, watching and waiting as she finished. Once she seemed to completely return he slowly pulled free of her heat and laid beside her.
Vala couldn't remember ever feeling so loved after completing that act before. His hand rested upon her belly and the light designs he drew there felt like more than just an innocent after touch, so much more.
"You really want me." She knew then, that his words had been real, true. She turned her head and stared up into his bright blue eyes. The pupils were large and dark and she felt as if she could drown right there in everything she saw that he felt. "Me."
"In this life and the next."
The End.