Who'd Have Known 10/12, PG to NC-17, Cam/Vala, AU, Stargate SG1
Title: Who'd Have Known
Author: dizzydame and virkatjol
Rating: NC-17, most of it is PG-13 or less.
Summary: What would happen if Vala is found right after giving birth, taken back to the SGC with her baby and that baby doesn't age unnaturally fast?
Disclaimer: Nothing is owned by us. We are owned by the adorableness that is Cam/Vala
CHAPTER 10
Sam finds them entangled in brig seven. She heard about Adria not long after returning and she was sure that Cam went to comfort Vala. She knew that she should do something. She knows what it's like to be caught between duty and love. It's an awful choice to have to make and she often wonders if she's made the correct one.
Her love, however, has a lot of pull around the Air Force. All it takes is a word from her and a promise to dinner and she had what she wanted.
They really do fit together perfectly. The way he's curled around her in sleep and she's huddling next to him. Protected by his arms. Sam smiles as she kneels next to them. She hates to wake them, but thinks it's important.
She touches Cam's shoulder and gives him a little shake. "Hey, Colonel." He starts awake.
"Sam?" He takes stock of Vala in his grasp. She's still sleeping. "Hey, what's up? I must have fallen asleep here."
She rolls her eyes at him. "I talked to Jack. He's pulled some strings and Adria is on her way back to base."
"Where was she?"
"It's not important..." She'd rather he didn't have to know.
"Sam..." Cam sees the look in her eyes and lets it go. "Okay, she's coming back now. And Vala?"
"Cleared of everything." Sam stands up and walks back to the door. "I can't believe that they would rip her child from her arms. It's awful. Jack felt the same. He had a son once."
"Thanks, Sam. For everything."
"I've also gotten you an all clear on your... relationship." Cam's eyes widen in surprise. "That one was a little harder. But she's going to have to agree to being grounded and only helping SG1 on a case to case basis."
"She's a contractor." Cam smiles and pets her hair. "She'll probably hike up her rates now."
Sam just smiles. "You love her. She loves you. I'm a hopeless romantic. Just don't tell anyone."
"Your secret is safe with me, Carter." He reaches out for her hand and she walks over to take it. "Thanks for everything. I owe you."
"You'll never be able to repay this, but I'll have an enjoyable time extracting things."
"There is no doubt in my mind." Cam waves at her as she leaves.
Cam lets her sleep for a few more minutes but if Adria is on her way back he knows she'll want to be up for that.
"Morning," he says, able to smile now that he knows everything is gonna be okay. "Come on, get up. We're gonna have a visitor pretty soon."
Her brow furrows in confusion. She wants to hope that he means her daughter, but she's afraid to.
"Yeah," he says gently, smiling at her. "Sam got her back for us. She's coming home."
"I need-" Vala scrambles back, sitting up in a hurry. Cam gets to his feet and helps her up too, pulling her into his arms. She tugs away and he realizes why she wants to go.
"It'll take a few minutes, but she's on her way. You want to go get cleaned up?"
It's obvious that Vala's been in here for a while. He's not sure how long... but he intends to find out and have some serious words with whoever okayed locking her up.
Cam gets a phone call an hour later. Vala's cleaning the bedroom for the third time, nervous energy exploding from her. She still looks slightly dazed, exhausted despite her nap, and like she needs a good meal - but Cam is smart enough to know that he's not going to get her to do anything until Adria's back.
That's why Sam's call seems to come at the perfect time. Cam is up in a flash, reaching for Vala's hand and drawing her along. Sam is on her way and they hear Adria's wails before anything else. Vala breaks into a run and Cam has to jog to keep up with her.
Sam has her clutched against her and Adria is wiggling and scrambling, her arms reaching for Vala.
"Mama, mama, mama!" Her voice is practically a scream.
Vala is sobbing with relief as she collects her from Sam and Adria is holding herself tightly against Vala's neck. She feels Cam's arms pull them both into his chest and hold them tightly.
"She said it." Vala is stroking the baby's head as Cam kisses hers. "She called me mama."
"She missed her momma." He peeks around Vala's shoulder and finds Adria's tear stained face sniffling in her mother's neck. "You happy to be home little one?" Adria nods into Vala's neck.
"Dada." She tries to smile at him, but is still too upset.
"Yeah, I'm here baby girl." He turns Vala around and points her towards the bedroom. He turns to Sam. "I'l properly thank you later. It will involve food and beer."
Sam just waves them off. "I'll be waiting. As long as it doesn't involve babysitting..."
He laughs and jogs after Vala and Adria.
The first thing Vala does when she gets back is offer her an opportunity to eat.
Cam sits behind her and rubs her shoulders as Adria suckles. He doesn't know what they've fed her since she's been gone, but she's hollowing her cheeks and eating furiously.
"She's acting like she's starving." Vala stroked her cheek while watching her.
He massages her shoulders as the baby eats. "I think it's more of a comfort thing because she looks alright." He leans closer and watches the breastfeeding for a moment. Adria's fingers were grasping the swell of Vala's breast, as if trying to pull herself closer. He can feel the tension leave Vala as more milk goes into Adria. "For you, too."
"Mmmhmm." She leans back into him, making it so his hands slide around and under the baby. That way he can hold them both. It adds more comfort to her.
The moment is peaceful and quiet, like they're both rebuilding strength after this scare.
He thinks about how bad it could have been; if Sam hadn't stepped in and thrown her weight around, if they'd actually taken her far enough from the mountain that she couldn't have been so easily returned, if they'd hurt her...
There's a limit to how much he's willing to imagine. He shifts slightly, kisses her forehead, and says, "So exactly what did you do to get put in the brig, anyway?"
There's a slight pause and Vala smiles. Cam's glad; he realized that asking might be a gamble, but Vala likes telling stories, and he hoped that since this one has reached it's happy conclusion, she might find amusement in sharing. "They tried to take her, so I did what any loving mother would do."
"Which was...?"
"Well, they were rather dismissive of me at first. So I kicked them in the sensitive bits and took her back."
"And?"
"They caught me - again. There were quite a few of them. But these fellows were rather careless with their keys. And wallets. And currency. And ID badges."
Cam has to laugh. "You swiped all of that?"
"They practically handed them to me." She doesn't look the least bit apologetic, and Cam doesn't blame her. "I thought I could at least slow them down. Come up with a better plan. I hid the badges, and keys - when I wouldn't divulge where, they locked me in the brig."
"I love that about you." Cam loves how the word slips past his lips so easily now.
Vala snorts at him. "My ability to get locked up... creatively."
He laughs. "No, the way you never let anything get in your way. You are a fighter. No matter the odds or the number of ogres after you."
"I missed you." She almost sighs the words, soft and wispy. "Before when you told me-"
"That I love you?" He grins and kisses her temple. "I love you. Now I've mentioned it numerously."
"Yeah that." Adria's falling asleep, content to be close to her mom and Cam. Vala straightens her shirt and moves the child to a better sleeping position. "I felt this thing, deep in here." She points to her chest. "Like something was being stolen from me when you left."
"I'm back now. Here for a little while. Don't have another mission lined up yet."
"I hate thinking about you leaving now. It's irrational and petty, but I just..."
Cam hugs her tightly. He understands, he feels the same when he leaves. "You're worried about the 'what ifs' and 'maybes'. That's normal and it just tells me how much you care about me."
"I've never wanted... this," Vala admits. The words feel strange coming out of her mouth. "The entire time I was in the Ori galaxy, I never thought about Adria as... a child. I knew that I hadn't become pregnant by natural means, and I thought what I'd give birth to would be some sort of abomination. But she wasn't. She wasn't. I had her on that ship and I looked down at her in my arms, and she was small and strange and wrinkly and perfect. She was just a little girl, just a baby, and as soon as I looked at her..."
"You loved her," Cam says, summing up how she felt so simply and so perfectly.
"I'd do anything for her. I never expected to come back here to your planet and find someone else that felt that way about her, though."
"Not just her," Cam reminds her. "You, too."
Vala reaches up and brushes a tear away from her face. "I'm not entirely sure I know how to go about this, even."
"Vala, we've been making it just fine for the past few weeks, haven't we? I'm not asking anything from you that you aren't willing to give."
"But I am." The words burst out of her mouth like she hadn't meant to say them, like she just couldn't contain them. "And that's what is so terrifying about this. I want it. I want her to have it. I would love to be able to tell her when she's all grown up that the man that rescued her the day she was born was her father."
The word hangs in the air between them. Cam's shocked, even after Adria had asserted as much herself, to hear Vala say it. His reaction is pure jubilation and fear in equal parts, though. He takes a breath and chooses his words carefully. "I didn't think I was ever gonna have kids. I'm your average, married to the military, career officer. I never thought I'd meet this sexy alien, but you were the first person I saw walk through that gate and you rocked my world. I never thought I'd fall head over heels for her. And Adria - hell, you heard what I said. I never even thought I'd have kids, never paid them much attention. But from the second I laid eyes on her, she had me wrapped around her little finger, and I wouldn't want it any other way. Vala, I'd be honored to be her father."
"You..." Vala finds his hand with hers and squeezes tightly. "I love you."
His eyes light up like she's never seen before and she swears that there are tears in his eyes. They aren't falling, yet, but they are hovering there. She turns around in his embrace and hugs her body close to him.
"I love you." She says it again and the words aren't so unfamiliar now. "I'm so very in love with you." Vala practically scales him now, it's as if her lips will wither without touching his. She needs to kiss him, right now, or die from the consequences of waiting.
He's only slightly shocked at the ferocity of her mouth as she attacks his lips with hers. Their kiss is wild and uncontrolled, wet and hot. Tongues and teeth clash with need and her knees straddle his hips and start pressing closer to him.
The need that she feels for him is overwhelming, nothing has ever made her desperate for the closeness of sex before. Not the wish to come or the playfulness of it all, but the desire to be one with someone. She said the words, now her body wants it's say.
"We should-" He's cut off by her lips. He kisses her back until the need for oxygen takes over again. "Put the baby to bed. So we can-"
"Have sex..." Her lips trail along his jawline and down his neck as her hands tug his shirt free and over his head.
"No, no. Make love." Cam sees her eyes roll. "You'll see, feel, know. I can tell that you already do. There's a change in you and it's beautiful and all for me."
"Mmhmmm." She kisses his mouth again. Slower, more sensual this time, only teasing his tongue with the tip of hers. "Making love sounds good, too."
"I'm going to aim for better than good." Cam lifts her shirt off her body and tosses it. "Now lets get the baby into her crib and get out of our clothes."
Adria protests only faintly, worn out from her ordeal and ready to sleep now that she's at home. Vala makes sure her favorite toy is beside her in case she wakes up and then rejoins Cam on the bed. He meets her at the edge, pulling her against his body, unable to get enough of her mouth.
She starts to push at him and he grabs her hands in his, shaking his head. "My way tonight, baby."
She looks surprised, but nods, willing to utterly put her trust in him right now. She goes where he guides her, stretching out on the bed. She sees him moving down her body and gets excited, spreads her legs, thinking she knows what he's intending to do.
He bypasses the spot she wants him at most and goes down to the end of the bed, kneeling. She pouts in protest, but he just grins at her and lifts her foot in his hands, kissing her ankle.
"Cameron..." She doesn't really see the point in this, and wants to move on.
"Just let me. Relax. Let me do this." His voice is gentle but firm and he ignores the sigh that she gives him in response.
Vala tries to do what he says, seeing how important this is to him. She thinks it's boring to start off with, but somehow the touch of his hands and his mouth on her, everywhere, lulls her into a state that she can't remember ever being in before. He makes his way up her legs, kissing her stomach, licks and sucks at her nipples, and then turns her over onto her stomach and gives the same careful and deliberate attention to the rest of her. By the time he's straddling her body, the weight of his erection against her back, dropping kissing between her shoulder blades, she's worked into a quiet frenzy, dripping wet between her thighs and more ready than she can ever remember being. "Please," she says, her first word to him since he started this.
"What do you need?" Cam asks.
"You." She wriggles and manages to turn over, mostly because he lets her. She's almost taken aback by the depth of emotion in his eyes when he looks at her, how intense and electric blue they are, and how it makes her feel to see that directed at her.
"That's a pretty easy request." He kisses her. Slow, smooth, filled with everything he's feeling for her right then. His hand reaches for the condom he set out when she was putting the baby to bed. He leans away to put it on and she stills his hands.
"Let me." She doesn't wait for permission, nabbing the silver square, she tears it open and tosses the wrapper on the floor. Vala places the condom on her stomach and reaches down to hold his cock. He's hot, hard and yet so soft. Her fingers dance over his erection feeling their way around his dips and curves, the veins and the tiny hole. The way he feels, naked against her palm, makes her want just him inside her. She knows they don't need another child, not yet. A shudder still races through her just thinking about how he'd feel. Just him.
Cam groans as her hands play over his cock. She'd so gentle, so loving, so frustrating in her small touches, but he won't stop her. One of her hands reaches further down and cups his balls. She rolls them against her palm and he has to bite his lip and think of Thor to regain his control. He knows that the sac is contracting upwards, so ready to explode. He can feel the edge of his orgasm standing within his grasp.
She must sense that the pleasure that she's bringing him is getting too great. Her hand gives him one last squeeze and she reaches for the condom. The dribble of pre-cum that's coating the tip is swiped away with her finger and she brings it to her mouth, tasting him and humming in delight. He closes his eyes, watching her enjoy his flavor is too much. When he feels the latex rolling over him he reopens them and finds her eyes with his. They are glinting with mischief and he knows there isn't any going back, not ever.
He smooths a hand down her thigh and then lifts her leg until she gets the idea and drapes it over him. He presses in slowly, supports his weight on his arms above her, and lowers his mouth to hers.
Vala seems to understand now; more than that, she seems to want it slow and steady, moving her hands over his body, feeling him and what they're doing to each other. She cries out against his lips but it's an encouraging noise, voicing her pleasure so openly and readily that it makes him want to tremble. She's not holding anything back and he doesn't know if he's ever felt someone as much as he feels her right now.
He reaches down between them and puts a hand on her pubic bone, fingers splayed over the damp curls there. Her skin is hot and moist and his fingers slide around his cock as he moves in and out of her, feels the swollen slick flesh and teases at her clit in circles. She gasps, feeling the minute little touches rock through her body. She hitches her legs higher on him and takes him deeper, locking her ankles together so that when he pulls out he doesn't go far.
The kisses are just as intimate as the sex, their mouths never leaving each others, sometimes lazily, barely moving but sharing breath and muffling the cries. His stubble leaves a flush of redness on her skin but she doesn't care, just clutches at him harder, her nails digging into his shoulders and leaving half moon marks.
He can feel when he's getting closer and he doesn't even have to tell her. She reads it in the pace of his breathing, in the urgency of his groans, in the rigidity of his cock inside of her. "Yes," she urges, running her hands up and down his back now, encouraging him.
Her muscles clench around him and he gasps into her mouth. He doesn't want to stop kissing her, but breathing is becoming problematic as their energy increases. His hand is getting sore but he doesn't want to move it. He can feel the slight spasms as her body nears it's completion and he needs to bring her off.
"Can you feel it?" Cam's voice is rough and barely audible with the panting. Sweat drips down his neck as he pumps into her. His back and legs are working hard keeping the pace slow and sensual. All he wants to do now is pound his way to the end.
"I can feel you. So deep, filling me up so full." Her clit throbs under his finger as he grazes the head. The skin is pulled back, exposing the tiny nub to his ministrations. Everything feels more sensitive and bigger. The feelings shooting through her are magnified greater then before. His body heat feels warmer and his cock so huge within her. He's bumping her perfectly inside and she digs her heels in to get him to speed up.
"God, you're perfect." His lips trail sloppily along her jaw, down the slim column of her throat and along her collarbone. He licks and sucks and nibbles as he explores. His hips increase the pace of their rhythm and Vala sighs her delight, the soft whiff of breath tickles his ear. He kisses up to her earlobe. "Baby, I know you're close, I want you to come. For me."
The way his words beg her to let her release wash through her is enough. He thrusts into her and his finger circles her clit just perfectly as his mouth surrounds her earlobe, suckling on it. The combination draws her to orgasm and her back arches in reaction. She tries to hold in her cry of his name, but it's stifled by his mouth instead. Pleasure and sensation rock through her from her sex to her toes up to her cheeks. She can feel the heat from the blood rushing through her. Her breasts throb and she can feel the milk squirting out. It only makes her come harder.
The tug and squeeze of her body around him is more than enough to send him falling. His balls seem to tighten impossibly close right before he starts shooting into her. The heat and humidity of his semen filling the condom inside her almost shock him with the intensity of the feeling. He's pressed as deeply as he can be and each spurt is a rocket of pleasure firing through him. He feels the warm wetness against his chest and knows that she's spraying him with breast milk. Cam wonders how many times he will come into her, each ropey spurt seems just as long as the last.
Her climax is slowly waning. Her breath returning. Her hands are against his back and she can feel the tension there as he holds himself up. His body is still jerking against her and she massages him to help him through the orgasm. The whole experience, making love, is intense and she can't help but want to do it again. She's exhausted mentally and physically, but the closeness she felt the whole time was second to none.
Vala watches his face and starts running her fingers through his hair as it goes slack. "That was-"
"Incredible, you're incredible." Cam's arms are shaking but he doesn't want to pull out yet. He still feels hard enough so he lowers his weight onto her, hands gripping her hips. "Hold on," It's a request that she takes seriously.
He rolls them, without slipping out of her body. Now she can lay on him, where he won't feel like he's crushing her, and he can remain buried inside her for a while longer.
Author: dizzydame and virkatjol
Rating: NC-17, most of it is PG-13 or less.
Summary: What would happen if Vala is found right after giving birth, taken back to the SGC with her baby and that baby doesn't age unnaturally fast?
Disclaimer: Nothing is owned by us. We are owned by the adorableness that is Cam/Vala
CHAPTER 10
Sam finds them entangled in brig seven. She heard about Adria not long after returning and she was sure that Cam went to comfort Vala. She knew that she should do something. She knows what it's like to be caught between duty and love. It's an awful choice to have to make and she often wonders if she's made the correct one.
Her love, however, has a lot of pull around the Air Force. All it takes is a word from her and a promise to dinner and she had what she wanted.
They really do fit together perfectly. The way he's curled around her in sleep and she's huddling next to him. Protected by his arms. Sam smiles as she kneels next to them. She hates to wake them, but thinks it's important.
She touches Cam's shoulder and gives him a little shake. "Hey, Colonel." He starts awake.
"Sam?" He takes stock of Vala in his grasp. She's still sleeping. "Hey, what's up? I must have fallen asleep here."
She rolls her eyes at him. "I talked to Jack. He's pulled some strings and Adria is on her way back to base."
"Where was she?"
"It's not important..." She'd rather he didn't have to know.
"Sam..." Cam sees the look in her eyes and lets it go. "Okay, she's coming back now. And Vala?"
"Cleared of everything." Sam stands up and walks back to the door. "I can't believe that they would rip her child from her arms. It's awful. Jack felt the same. He had a son once."
"Thanks, Sam. For everything."
"I've also gotten you an all clear on your... relationship." Cam's eyes widen in surprise. "That one was a little harder. But she's going to have to agree to being grounded and only helping SG1 on a case to case basis."
"She's a contractor." Cam smiles and pets her hair. "She'll probably hike up her rates now."
Sam just smiles. "You love her. She loves you. I'm a hopeless romantic. Just don't tell anyone."
"Your secret is safe with me, Carter." He reaches out for her hand and she walks over to take it. "Thanks for everything. I owe you."
"You'll never be able to repay this, but I'll have an enjoyable time extracting things."
"There is no doubt in my mind." Cam waves at her as she leaves.
Cam lets her sleep for a few more minutes but if Adria is on her way back he knows she'll want to be up for that.
"Morning," he says, able to smile now that he knows everything is gonna be okay. "Come on, get up. We're gonna have a visitor pretty soon."
Her brow furrows in confusion. She wants to hope that he means her daughter, but she's afraid to.
"Yeah," he says gently, smiling at her. "Sam got her back for us. She's coming home."
"I need-" Vala scrambles back, sitting up in a hurry. Cam gets to his feet and helps her up too, pulling her into his arms. She tugs away and he realizes why she wants to go.
"It'll take a few minutes, but she's on her way. You want to go get cleaned up?"
It's obvious that Vala's been in here for a while. He's not sure how long... but he intends to find out and have some serious words with whoever okayed locking her up.
Cam gets a phone call an hour later. Vala's cleaning the bedroom for the third time, nervous energy exploding from her. She still looks slightly dazed, exhausted despite her nap, and like she needs a good meal - but Cam is smart enough to know that he's not going to get her to do anything until Adria's back.
That's why Sam's call seems to come at the perfect time. Cam is up in a flash, reaching for Vala's hand and drawing her along. Sam is on her way and they hear Adria's wails before anything else. Vala breaks into a run and Cam has to jog to keep up with her.
Sam has her clutched against her and Adria is wiggling and scrambling, her arms reaching for Vala.
"Mama, mama, mama!" Her voice is practically a scream.
Vala is sobbing with relief as she collects her from Sam and Adria is holding herself tightly against Vala's neck. She feels Cam's arms pull them both into his chest and hold them tightly.
"She said it." Vala is stroking the baby's head as Cam kisses hers. "She called me mama."
"She missed her momma." He peeks around Vala's shoulder and finds Adria's tear stained face sniffling in her mother's neck. "You happy to be home little one?" Adria nods into Vala's neck.
"Dada." She tries to smile at him, but is still too upset.
"Yeah, I'm here baby girl." He turns Vala around and points her towards the bedroom. He turns to Sam. "I'l properly thank you later. It will involve food and beer."
Sam just waves them off. "I'll be waiting. As long as it doesn't involve babysitting..."
He laughs and jogs after Vala and Adria.
The first thing Vala does when she gets back is offer her an opportunity to eat.
Cam sits behind her and rubs her shoulders as Adria suckles. He doesn't know what they've fed her since she's been gone, but she's hollowing her cheeks and eating furiously.
"She's acting like she's starving." Vala stroked her cheek while watching her.
He massages her shoulders as the baby eats. "I think it's more of a comfort thing because she looks alright." He leans closer and watches the breastfeeding for a moment. Adria's fingers were grasping the swell of Vala's breast, as if trying to pull herself closer. He can feel the tension leave Vala as more milk goes into Adria. "For you, too."
"Mmmhmm." She leans back into him, making it so his hands slide around and under the baby. That way he can hold them both. It adds more comfort to her.
The moment is peaceful and quiet, like they're both rebuilding strength after this scare.
He thinks about how bad it could have been; if Sam hadn't stepped in and thrown her weight around, if they'd actually taken her far enough from the mountain that she couldn't have been so easily returned, if they'd hurt her...
There's a limit to how much he's willing to imagine. He shifts slightly, kisses her forehead, and says, "So exactly what did you do to get put in the brig, anyway?"
There's a slight pause and Vala smiles. Cam's glad; he realized that asking might be a gamble, but Vala likes telling stories, and he hoped that since this one has reached it's happy conclusion, she might find amusement in sharing. "They tried to take her, so I did what any loving mother would do."
"Which was...?"
"Well, they were rather dismissive of me at first. So I kicked them in the sensitive bits and took her back."
"And?"
"They caught me - again. There were quite a few of them. But these fellows were rather careless with their keys. And wallets. And currency. And ID badges."
Cam has to laugh. "You swiped all of that?"
"They practically handed them to me." She doesn't look the least bit apologetic, and Cam doesn't blame her. "I thought I could at least slow them down. Come up with a better plan. I hid the badges, and keys - when I wouldn't divulge where, they locked me in the brig."
"I love that about you." Cam loves how the word slips past his lips so easily now.
Vala snorts at him. "My ability to get locked up... creatively."
He laughs. "No, the way you never let anything get in your way. You are a fighter. No matter the odds or the number of ogres after you."
"I missed you." She almost sighs the words, soft and wispy. "Before when you told me-"
"That I love you?" He grins and kisses her temple. "I love you. Now I've mentioned it numerously."
"Yeah that." Adria's falling asleep, content to be close to her mom and Cam. Vala straightens her shirt and moves the child to a better sleeping position. "I felt this thing, deep in here." She points to her chest. "Like something was being stolen from me when you left."
"I'm back now. Here for a little while. Don't have another mission lined up yet."
"I hate thinking about you leaving now. It's irrational and petty, but I just..."
Cam hugs her tightly. He understands, he feels the same when he leaves. "You're worried about the 'what ifs' and 'maybes'. That's normal and it just tells me how much you care about me."
"I've never wanted... this," Vala admits. The words feel strange coming out of her mouth. "The entire time I was in the Ori galaxy, I never thought about Adria as... a child. I knew that I hadn't become pregnant by natural means, and I thought what I'd give birth to would be some sort of abomination. But she wasn't. She wasn't. I had her on that ship and I looked down at her in my arms, and she was small and strange and wrinkly and perfect. She was just a little girl, just a baby, and as soon as I looked at her..."
"You loved her," Cam says, summing up how she felt so simply and so perfectly.
"I'd do anything for her. I never expected to come back here to your planet and find someone else that felt that way about her, though."
"Not just her," Cam reminds her. "You, too."
Vala reaches up and brushes a tear away from her face. "I'm not entirely sure I know how to go about this, even."
"Vala, we've been making it just fine for the past few weeks, haven't we? I'm not asking anything from you that you aren't willing to give."
"But I am." The words burst out of her mouth like she hadn't meant to say them, like she just couldn't contain them. "And that's what is so terrifying about this. I want it. I want her to have it. I would love to be able to tell her when she's all grown up that the man that rescued her the day she was born was her father."
The word hangs in the air between them. Cam's shocked, even after Adria had asserted as much herself, to hear Vala say it. His reaction is pure jubilation and fear in equal parts, though. He takes a breath and chooses his words carefully. "I didn't think I was ever gonna have kids. I'm your average, married to the military, career officer. I never thought I'd meet this sexy alien, but you were the first person I saw walk through that gate and you rocked my world. I never thought I'd fall head over heels for her. And Adria - hell, you heard what I said. I never even thought I'd have kids, never paid them much attention. But from the second I laid eyes on her, she had me wrapped around her little finger, and I wouldn't want it any other way. Vala, I'd be honored to be her father."
"You..." Vala finds his hand with hers and squeezes tightly. "I love you."
His eyes light up like she's never seen before and she swears that there are tears in his eyes. They aren't falling, yet, but they are hovering there. She turns around in his embrace and hugs her body close to him.
"I love you." She says it again and the words aren't so unfamiliar now. "I'm so very in love with you." Vala practically scales him now, it's as if her lips will wither without touching his. She needs to kiss him, right now, or die from the consequences of waiting.
He's only slightly shocked at the ferocity of her mouth as she attacks his lips with hers. Their kiss is wild and uncontrolled, wet and hot. Tongues and teeth clash with need and her knees straddle his hips and start pressing closer to him.
The need that she feels for him is overwhelming, nothing has ever made her desperate for the closeness of sex before. Not the wish to come or the playfulness of it all, but the desire to be one with someone. She said the words, now her body wants it's say.
"We should-" He's cut off by her lips. He kisses her back until the need for oxygen takes over again. "Put the baby to bed. So we can-"
"Have sex..." Her lips trail along his jawline and down his neck as her hands tug his shirt free and over his head.
"No, no. Make love." Cam sees her eyes roll. "You'll see, feel, know. I can tell that you already do. There's a change in you and it's beautiful and all for me."
"Mmhmmm." She kisses his mouth again. Slower, more sensual this time, only teasing his tongue with the tip of hers. "Making love sounds good, too."
"I'm going to aim for better than good." Cam lifts her shirt off her body and tosses it. "Now lets get the baby into her crib and get out of our clothes."
Adria protests only faintly, worn out from her ordeal and ready to sleep now that she's at home. Vala makes sure her favorite toy is beside her in case she wakes up and then rejoins Cam on the bed. He meets her at the edge, pulling her against his body, unable to get enough of her mouth.
She starts to push at him and he grabs her hands in his, shaking his head. "My way tonight, baby."
She looks surprised, but nods, willing to utterly put her trust in him right now. She goes where he guides her, stretching out on the bed. She sees him moving down her body and gets excited, spreads her legs, thinking she knows what he's intending to do.
He bypasses the spot she wants him at most and goes down to the end of the bed, kneeling. She pouts in protest, but he just grins at her and lifts her foot in his hands, kissing her ankle.
"Cameron..." She doesn't really see the point in this, and wants to move on.
"Just let me. Relax. Let me do this." His voice is gentle but firm and he ignores the sigh that she gives him in response.
Vala tries to do what he says, seeing how important this is to him. She thinks it's boring to start off with, but somehow the touch of his hands and his mouth on her, everywhere, lulls her into a state that she can't remember ever being in before. He makes his way up her legs, kissing her stomach, licks and sucks at her nipples, and then turns her over onto her stomach and gives the same careful and deliberate attention to the rest of her. By the time he's straddling her body, the weight of his erection against her back, dropping kissing between her shoulder blades, she's worked into a quiet frenzy, dripping wet between her thighs and more ready than she can ever remember being. "Please," she says, her first word to him since he started this.
"What do you need?" Cam asks.
"You." She wriggles and manages to turn over, mostly because he lets her. She's almost taken aback by the depth of emotion in his eyes when he looks at her, how intense and electric blue they are, and how it makes her feel to see that directed at her.
"That's a pretty easy request." He kisses her. Slow, smooth, filled with everything he's feeling for her right then. His hand reaches for the condom he set out when she was putting the baby to bed. He leans away to put it on and she stills his hands.
"Let me." She doesn't wait for permission, nabbing the silver square, she tears it open and tosses the wrapper on the floor. Vala places the condom on her stomach and reaches down to hold his cock. He's hot, hard and yet so soft. Her fingers dance over his erection feeling their way around his dips and curves, the veins and the tiny hole. The way he feels, naked against her palm, makes her want just him inside her. She knows they don't need another child, not yet. A shudder still races through her just thinking about how he'd feel. Just him.
Cam groans as her hands play over his cock. She'd so gentle, so loving, so frustrating in her small touches, but he won't stop her. One of her hands reaches further down and cups his balls. She rolls them against her palm and he has to bite his lip and think of Thor to regain his control. He knows that the sac is contracting upwards, so ready to explode. He can feel the edge of his orgasm standing within his grasp.
She must sense that the pleasure that she's bringing him is getting too great. Her hand gives him one last squeeze and she reaches for the condom. The dribble of pre-cum that's coating the tip is swiped away with her finger and she brings it to her mouth, tasting him and humming in delight. He closes his eyes, watching her enjoy his flavor is too much. When he feels the latex rolling over him he reopens them and finds her eyes with his. They are glinting with mischief and he knows there isn't any going back, not ever.
He smooths a hand down her thigh and then lifts her leg until she gets the idea and drapes it over him. He presses in slowly, supports his weight on his arms above her, and lowers his mouth to hers.
Vala seems to understand now; more than that, she seems to want it slow and steady, moving her hands over his body, feeling him and what they're doing to each other. She cries out against his lips but it's an encouraging noise, voicing her pleasure so openly and readily that it makes him want to tremble. She's not holding anything back and he doesn't know if he's ever felt someone as much as he feels her right now.
He reaches down between them and puts a hand on her pubic bone, fingers splayed over the damp curls there. Her skin is hot and moist and his fingers slide around his cock as he moves in and out of her, feels the swollen slick flesh and teases at her clit in circles. She gasps, feeling the minute little touches rock through her body. She hitches her legs higher on him and takes him deeper, locking her ankles together so that when he pulls out he doesn't go far.
The kisses are just as intimate as the sex, their mouths never leaving each others, sometimes lazily, barely moving but sharing breath and muffling the cries. His stubble leaves a flush of redness on her skin but she doesn't care, just clutches at him harder, her nails digging into his shoulders and leaving half moon marks.
He can feel when he's getting closer and he doesn't even have to tell her. She reads it in the pace of his breathing, in the urgency of his groans, in the rigidity of his cock inside of her. "Yes," she urges, running her hands up and down his back now, encouraging him.
Her muscles clench around him and he gasps into her mouth. He doesn't want to stop kissing her, but breathing is becoming problematic as their energy increases. His hand is getting sore but he doesn't want to move it. He can feel the slight spasms as her body nears it's completion and he needs to bring her off.
"Can you feel it?" Cam's voice is rough and barely audible with the panting. Sweat drips down his neck as he pumps into her. His back and legs are working hard keeping the pace slow and sensual. All he wants to do now is pound his way to the end.
"I can feel you. So deep, filling me up so full." Her clit throbs under his finger as he grazes the head. The skin is pulled back, exposing the tiny nub to his ministrations. Everything feels more sensitive and bigger. The feelings shooting through her are magnified greater then before. His body heat feels warmer and his cock so huge within her. He's bumping her perfectly inside and she digs her heels in to get him to speed up.
"God, you're perfect." His lips trail sloppily along her jaw, down the slim column of her throat and along her collarbone. He licks and sucks and nibbles as he explores. His hips increase the pace of their rhythm and Vala sighs her delight, the soft whiff of breath tickles his ear. He kisses up to her earlobe. "Baby, I know you're close, I want you to come. For me."
The way his words beg her to let her release wash through her is enough. He thrusts into her and his finger circles her clit just perfectly as his mouth surrounds her earlobe, suckling on it. The combination draws her to orgasm and her back arches in reaction. She tries to hold in her cry of his name, but it's stifled by his mouth instead. Pleasure and sensation rock through her from her sex to her toes up to her cheeks. She can feel the heat from the blood rushing through her. Her breasts throb and she can feel the milk squirting out. It only makes her come harder.
The tug and squeeze of her body around him is more than enough to send him falling. His balls seem to tighten impossibly close right before he starts shooting into her. The heat and humidity of his semen filling the condom inside her almost shock him with the intensity of the feeling. He's pressed as deeply as he can be and each spurt is a rocket of pleasure firing through him. He feels the warm wetness against his chest and knows that she's spraying him with breast milk. Cam wonders how many times he will come into her, each ropey spurt seems just as long as the last.
Her climax is slowly waning. Her breath returning. Her hands are against his back and she can feel the tension there as he holds himself up. His body is still jerking against her and she massages him to help him through the orgasm. The whole experience, making love, is intense and she can't help but want to do it again. She's exhausted mentally and physically, but the closeness she felt the whole time was second to none.
Vala watches his face and starts running her fingers through his hair as it goes slack. "That was-"
"Incredible, you're incredible." Cam's arms are shaking but he doesn't want to pull out yet. He still feels hard enough so he lowers his weight onto her, hands gripping her hips. "Hold on," It's a request that she takes seriously.
He rolls them, without slipping out of her body. Now she can lay on him, where he won't feel like he's crushing her, and he can remain buried inside her for a while longer.