Aug 28, 2005 09:40
The first few steps I have tooken into HOL from the one that I take now with my prefect badge, are both very different. My first few steps into HOL, I was both annoying and was a huge suck up, and a whole bunch of other things which I can say that were just plain old bad. But I can safely say, that I have grown up....ALOT. Many people may think that, and many may not. But either way I just don't give a fuck. I myself can say that I've grown from a boy to a growing man. And I have only one place to thank for it. HOL. And to all the wonderful people who have stuck by me, through the good and the bad. Hell I even thank the pricks, who tried to ruin me. The good and the bad. Something we all go through in life. I for one have gone through many bads and goods in life, and I expect much more goods and bad, because thats life. I guess the thing I want to say is thanks all at HOL who have made my life just the best. I have grown and only thanks to you guys, and I plan on growing even more.
But the real reason I wished to post this is because I have made my desicion. If life gets to heavy with me with all my real life responsibilties, which includes a job (which I am working on getting, I am going EVERY where to find a job), my fitness (working out daily), or just school (which I plan on doing great in, afterall I do want to go to a good college), then I will have to drop all duties and responsibilties that I have in Gryffindor and HOL, and just take one class until I can get used to living my new way of life. Yes even my prefect badge (to those who know how badly I wanted the position :P).
Why I've decided? Because as much as I think I can balance this with my real life, I can't. I'm to young for this shit XD I need to go out and explore more. Afterall I am still trying to find myself. But this is really only if I can't balance all the new things in my RL and HOL.
But yeah, my true feelings finally let out to all. :)
Jon
P.S Let me make it clear that IM NOT resigning just yet, its only if my life gets to hectic for me!