Long Time Passing

[seeker_finder]

I haven't posted a single word here for well over a month.  I've been very busy with other things in my life, things that are changing me and the world.  I'm learning a lot about the ONE as well as myself, the One, and have been existing in a sort of fog for the past month or so.  Not unhappy...not really happy...just here...trying to learn what it

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[pervypixie]

I am learning, slowly, that the universe provides what we need, even if it's not provided in the way we expect it to. Two weeks ago me and mum had run out of food and had no money to get food with. Then I signed on at the dole office and discovered that they hadn't put my previous weeks money in the bank and issued me with a cheque which I was able to cash that day. So me and mum were able to fill the cupboards with food.

I think the major adjustment that I personally have to make is realising that what I need and what I want are two entirely different things.

Do you think that maybe you feel impatient because you know and have fully accepted that you have the power to affect the Universe, but have reached the point where you need to be quicker than the Universe expected? If that even makes sense! Maybe you also know what potential there is out there for you and are eager to reach it?

I don't know, there does seem to be a feeling that I am just living, going through the motions and I get the impression that other people are also in that kind of funk right now. Maybe there's some planetary alignment that's stalling the progress in some way. Maybe things are on hold whilst others catch up.

*shrug* I don't really have a clue what I am talking about, these words are just falling off my, I was going to say tongue, but really its my fingers.

I do have a feeling that, if I can push the PMS aside, everything is just as it should be and however mundane my life feels I get the feeling that I need to accept that my life will never be as exciting as the stories in books, the movies on the screen, or even my dreams. If I can work my way to accepting that then I will realise that my life IS an adventure.

Aimsxxx.....rambling.