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I'm worried about some of my friends. I don't know what I can do to help... providing there is something I can do that would make any difference. I wish they saw in themselves all the amazing things that I see in them every day.
It's amazing to me that no matter how many people envy someone, that person is never truly happy with who they are.
Today was absolutely gorgeous. The temp was just right, there was an amazing breeze, and it's the type of day that makes me appreciate the things I have. I feel happier with who I am. Things are still stressful. I still feel like I should be doing better. I still feel frustrated. But I'm happier with me. (Now if I can lose about 15 lbs, I'll be really happy with me!)
I have a presentation on Friday. I don't think my group is prepared. I can't afford a bad grade. Wish me luck? (Or set off the fire alarm in the b-school while I'm presenting... I could totally go for that.)
This weekend will bring yet another family wedding. My cousin's bride-to-be is a year younger than me. Wtf. She can't even toast to champagne (not that it would matter, it's another dry reception... ugh.) I love being loved and being in relationships, but I'm perfectly happy waiting to walk down that aisle. I'm not ready. Right now my responsibility is a hampster. Next it will be a puppy. I can barely keep things straight w/ a sudo-but not really-boyfriend. A husband? Hell no.
I have homework to do, but I think I'd rather clean. I reorganized some stuff last night, which leads me to wonder, what changed in my life that made me feel I needed to move furniture?
It's amazing to me that no matter how many people envy someone, that person is never truly happy with who they are.
Today was absolutely gorgeous. The temp was just right, there was an amazing breeze, and it's the type of day that makes me appreciate the things I have. I feel happier with who I am. Things are still stressful. I still feel like I should be doing better. I still feel frustrated. But I'm happier with me. (Now if I can lose about 15 lbs, I'll be really happy with me!)
I have a presentation on Friday. I don't think my group is prepared. I can't afford a bad grade. Wish me luck? (Or set off the fire alarm in the b-school while I'm presenting... I could totally go for that.)
This weekend will bring yet another family wedding. My cousin's bride-to-be is a year younger than me. Wtf. She can't even toast to champagne (not that it would matter, it's another dry reception... ugh.) I love being loved and being in relationships, but I'm perfectly happy waiting to walk down that aisle. I'm not ready. Right now my responsibility is a hampster. Next it will be a puppy. I can barely keep things straight w/ a sudo-but not really-boyfriend. A husband? Hell no.
I have homework to do, but I think I'd rather clean. I reorganized some stuff last night, which leads me to wonder, what changed in my life that made me feel I needed to move furniture?