The British Are Coming!!
Well... more like the Irish Catholics. Singular. The boy is like 98% sure that he can come down this weekend!!! It sucks cos he can't leave Friday due to his Sox obsession and some good tickets that his friends happen to have for the entire season, (dear lord), BUT HE'S COMING!! He'll be down sometime around Saturday afternoon and leave Sunday early evening. He picked on me for studying during the week so I didn't have to during the weekend, saying that I plan my schedule around him. Which is and isn't true. I wanted to have the weekend free to chill with people no matter what, but I was definitely hoping that "people" would be him. And seriously, can he get upset with me for that? He should feel special, silly boy.
Sorry, I'm being ridiculous right now. But I'm in a really sappy mood and I miss him so much. I haven't seen him since the Saturday I had to move out of my room. That makes me sad.
I think I'm getting better at being less paranoid. He should be proud. And I'm really trying to not be creepy/stalkerish. I'm trying!!!
Frustrating note: Bethany is being weird. She's in her disappearing mode right now. This wouldn't bother me so much if I didn't worry about her. But she naps all day then is up by herself all night lementing over stuff that does nothing but depress people. She hasn't talked to me since Saturday (even though I've tried every day to contact her in multiple forms). I just don't like it when she spends so much time alone in her room with no one else home. I know that sounds motherish. Shocking. *rolls eyes* But she has even told me to get her out of the house, not to let her nap, not to let her do that. But then she won't answer her phone and she locks herself in the house and falls asleep or just sits in her room. I'm sorry, but that's not healthy. Not physically or emotionally. I understand needing time to yourself, but when you recognize that these behaviors make you feel worse, it's a good time to try to change some of them. Especially if you're reaching out for help with it.
Enough sadness. Woot boy!!!
Sorry, I'm being ridiculous right now. But I'm in a really sappy mood and I miss him so much. I haven't seen him since the Saturday I had to move out of my room. That makes me sad.
I think I'm getting better at being less paranoid. He should be proud. And I'm really trying to not be creepy/stalkerish. I'm trying!!!
Frustrating note: Bethany is being weird. She's in her disappearing mode right now. This wouldn't bother me so much if I didn't worry about her. But she naps all day then is up by herself all night lementing over stuff that does nothing but depress people. She hasn't talked to me since Saturday (even though I've tried every day to contact her in multiple forms). I just don't like it when she spends so much time alone in her room with no one else home. I know that sounds motherish. Shocking. *rolls eyes* But she has even told me to get her out of the house, not to let her nap, not to let her do that. But then she won't answer her phone and she locks herself in the house and falls asleep or just sits in her room. I'm sorry, but that's not healthy. Not physically or emotionally. I understand needing time to yourself, but when you recognize that these behaviors make you feel worse, it's a good time to try to change some of them. Especially if you're reaching out for help with it.
Enough sadness. Woot boy!!!