happy fourth of july. and it feels great to be back.
***Happy 4th of July***
i feel responsible. it's weird. i've already done things this morning @ like 9 or 10. what is that haha. 1 more year..1. more. year. can't wait but then i can. idk.
uhm.. oh. i went to bible study last night. i loved it. i almost cried. i was like wtf. i don't think anyone understood me when it was my turn to talk. i had so much to say when everyone else was talking but then when it came to be my turn, my mind just completely blanked out. haha it was weird. i realized alot of stuff. i wrote a letter to God. Tracy also said something about people who go through the motions of God. If you're just doing that, then why are you bothering? Try to be a better person. Better your relationship with Him. dont just do it because that's what you think is "in". Remember. God's not a style. he's part of you. He's not gonna come and go. He's always there..
I'm still praying for u Samantha. Not just because you're the person to my right. and i'm still praying for Katie and Jessica on their trips to colorado and baylor. and katie's dad. and hallie's dad. and becky's dad and baby brother. and casie's relationship with God and Jeff. and the other Samantha's relationship with her father and her brother's wedding. and Kim and her parents. and Megan Bruni. And Noranda and her family and her dog and cat. and Tracy and everyone's relationship with God.
uh..arguments still exist but the world's not perfect and neither is anyone in my household. ..anyone i KNOW for that matter. ok ok. noone's perfect. it all takes work. time does heal all..
i miss mike..well i have stuff to do today. so i'm gonna go get to it and i'll update later. see ya later guys.
<3 the one and ONLY Jasmine