cough cough

[seejanestay]

i can't tell if my cold is getting better or worse. i have been coughing fucking non stop and now my head aches. i can't really even sleep at night because i keep coughing. and when i try to go to sleep i still cough and feel bad sleeping next to brady because i keep him up all night. so i sleep on a wanna be couch that is far too tiny.

now i just feel like i'm slowly drowning in the fluids that once used to be in my nose. it's such an awful feeling.

uhhhhh i feel like death and i'm whining.