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To Whom It May Concern....
So what's wrong? I think too much
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94 hours of regret for me to realize what i held
unfading beauty, not just a face
i held its innocence within my heart, now i won’t let go
the torment of your eyes has awakened my soul
the pain of a moment’s time will forever beg your forgiveness
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how can i bear this any longer
arms stretched out only to hold separation
take me away
i’m dying inside, emptied before you
take me into your arms
i will fight until the day when i will see
sight given to these blind eyes
when will i be taken from this life
take what is yours
you deserve more than my life
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dig it deeper, deeper, and farther still, bury it up and over and into the ground, all these lies will grow in ways that we never thought possible. if you quiet down, it's so soft of a sound, you can hear it all coming back after you. now you want to take it back, you think you might have fucked up. waking dreams of concrete, deafening panic, cracked skull, there is yelling all around, get up, get up please start breathing and the moment will come when you finally realize the results of decisions and choices in your life, you hear it all coming back after you.
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remember oceans like times together
across these oceans
i sent my letters, i sent these letters to you
remember oceans and time together in my mind
remember starting your fires off my eyes
remember these oceans
like fires off your eyes
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I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself because I make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
I got no gas. (No Gas)
I'm winding out my gears.
This is one more day on the verge of tears.
And now my head hurts. ( Head hurts)
And my health is a joke.
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Consider this a letter that I never sent
However inconsiderate it seems
Do you still consider me,
consider me the boy you laughed with
or that you learned to live without?... I suck,
I know I'm late,
I know you waited
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A core of coal and starches in within me
But even now that you're not here
I climb these mountains of houses every night
I say your name and I wish I could have done things right.
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Who ever made up open skies and two of the bluest eyes
Must be some young phenom
Sometimes taking off can open up your eyes
To everything that lies in your heart
'Cause that's when you miss your home
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Hey, I guess I'll figure it out
The reasons why things went the way they did
And why we can't accept it
We'd fall asleep, but not before we exorcised the evil thing that everyone hides
We would lie there in my bed,
Do you remember all those nights we never slept
No clothes sweaty doing all the things I never thought I'd do
And I did them with you
And hey, don't feel bad.
No one can ever take away the boardwalk trips or the subways
I think we grew up past the hang-ups and the evil stares,
The fuck you toos and I don't cares
We would lie there in my bed
Do you remember all those nights we never slept
No clothes, sweaty doing doing all the things I never thought I'd do
And I did them with you
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Ball up and cry
Don't you feel like you could die?
Wash it away
Alcohol tonight... bad idea
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i know it doesn't mean much but i hope i gave you everything
do you know what kind of shape i'm in
straight through the heart
it seems impossible and you know that it's incredible.
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i don't want to be the one to let you down
i don't want to be as stupid as i used to be
i don't want to be obnoxious or selfish
taking on responsibility that comes to me
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Is this what it's like to feel
somehow I forgot to mention
I hope this isn't real
at least you know you got my attention
And I've been acting like
a fool and I've been lost
seems that I've lost my self control
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Should have never happened that way
I made a mistake that changed forever
I don't know what I'm supposed to say
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And the way that you looked at me
I'm lucky I'm still alive
gonna fail you this time
gonna run away gonna fail you one last time
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And I've found there's an emptiness in me
turn this bottle down
I think it's time to set it down
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i've heard advice that anger soon subsides
and you go on with your life
and gain new insight
but inside i'm thinking that just wont suffice
cause i'm sure i'd like to take it back
and kill it at the start
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And we operate but
I still feel alone
And I can't complain
Cause she's beautiful
Yes we all have made mistakes
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My body's numb
What I touch
Turns to stone
The more I know
The less I know
The more I'm lost
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Regrets, they wake you in the morning
You shower but you're not clean
Please just listen.........................Three miles down-saves the day, The no seatbelt song-Brand New, Lets go home-hot rod circuit,silver bullet- hawthrone heights, lonely hearts-the new amsterdams, never treat others-the new amsterdams, hanging on for hope-the new amsterdams, Missing since march 11th-madison, Drink it don't think it-madison, a fall from grace-madison
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So what's wrong? I think too much
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
94 hours of regret for me to realize what i held
unfading beauty, not just a face
i held its innocence within my heart, now i won’t let go
the torment of your eyes has awakened my soul
the pain of a moment’s time will forever beg your forgiveness
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
how can i bear this any longer
arms stretched out only to hold separation
take me away
i’m dying inside, emptied before you
take me into your arms
i will fight until the day when i will see
sight given to these blind eyes
when will i be taken from this life
take what is yours
you deserve more than my life
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
dig it deeper, deeper, and farther still, bury it up and over and into the ground, all these lies will grow in ways that we never thought possible. if you quiet down, it's so soft of a sound, you can hear it all coming back after you. now you want to take it back, you think you might have fucked up. waking dreams of concrete, deafening panic, cracked skull, there is yelling all around, get up, get up please start breathing and the moment will come when you finally realize the results of decisions and choices in your life, you hear it all coming back after you.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
remember oceans like times together
across these oceans
i sent my letters, i sent these letters to you
remember oceans and time together in my mind
remember starting your fires off my eyes
remember these oceans
like fires off your eyes
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself because I make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
I got no gas. (No Gas)
I'm winding out my gears.
This is one more day on the verge of tears.
And now my head hurts. ( Head hurts)
And my health is a joke.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Consider this a letter that I never sent
However inconsiderate it seems
Do you still consider me,
consider me the boy you laughed with
or that you learned to live without?... I suck,
I know I'm late,
I know you waited
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
A core of coal and starches in within me
But even now that you're not here
I climb these mountains of houses every night
I say your name and I wish I could have done things right.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Who ever made up open skies and two of the bluest eyes
Must be some young phenom
Sometimes taking off can open up your eyes
To everything that lies in your heart
'Cause that's when you miss your home
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Hey, I guess I'll figure it out
The reasons why things went the way they did
And why we can't accept it
We'd fall asleep, but not before we exorcised the evil thing that everyone hides
We would lie there in my bed,
Do you remember all those nights we never slept
No clothes sweaty doing all the things I never thought I'd do
And I did them with you
And hey, don't feel bad.
No one can ever take away the boardwalk trips or the subways
I think we grew up past the hang-ups and the evil stares,
The fuck you toos and I don't cares
We would lie there in my bed
Do you remember all those nights we never slept
No clothes, sweaty doing doing all the things I never thought I'd do
And I did them with you
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Ball up and cry
Don't you feel like you could die?
Wash it away
Alcohol tonight... bad idea
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i know it doesn't mean much but i hope i gave you everything
do you know what kind of shape i'm in
straight through the heart
it seems impossible and you know that it's incredible.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i don't want to be the one to let you down
i don't want to be as stupid as i used to be
i don't want to be obnoxious or selfish
taking on responsibility that comes to me
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Is this what it's like to feel
somehow I forgot to mention
I hope this isn't real
at least you know you got my attention
And I've been acting like
a fool and I've been lost
seems that I've lost my self control
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Should have never happened that way
I made a mistake that changed forever
I don't know what I'm supposed to say
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
And the way that you looked at me
I'm lucky I'm still alive
gonna fail you this time
gonna run away gonna fail you one last time
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
And I've found there's an emptiness in me
turn this bottle down
I think it's time to set it down
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
i've heard advice that anger soon subsides
and you go on with your life
and gain new insight
but inside i'm thinking that just wont suffice
cause i'm sure i'd like to take it back
and kill it at the start
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
And we operate but
I still feel alone
And I can't complain
Cause she's beautiful
Yes we all have made mistakes
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My body's numb
What I touch
Turns to stone
The more I know
The less I know
The more I'm lost
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Regrets, they wake you in the morning
You shower but you're not clean
Please just listen.........................Three miles down-saves the day, The no seatbelt song-Brand New, Lets go home-hot rod circuit,silver bullet- hawthrone heights, lonely hearts-the new amsterdams, never treat others-the new amsterdams, hanging on for hope-the new amsterdams, Missing since march 11th-madison, Drink it don't think it-madison, a fall from grace-madison
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