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[seeitinyoureyes]

WEll i haven't wrote in this is a while and I don't know where i left off from last time so i`ll just start from my Jersey trip and then go on. Well NJ was amazing it was good to see everyone again I miss it so much i had nothing really to look forward to coming back here Nicole left I think the band is done with I got a job yes a job full time people 40 hours a week and shit its crazy. But moving on my car is totaled as in I can't drive it anymore so therefore i am getting a new one hopefully by the end of the week. Nicole has been in town for a couple of days so it was a pleasure to see her we drank a little last night twas a fun night hung out with adam which was a treat I miss everyone working sucks ass I should just sell drugs but anyway I have been writing my own acoustic stuff so i might go get some studio time and record them so i`ll let u guys know if im doing that I want to but Im not so if i should so i`ll have to think about it I guess thats it for now later people

Oh great
here I go again I'm stuck in this rut
and I'm not sure how to begin- should I tell you everything?
I'm feeling out of luck so I won't see you soon
'cause I know it's too soon for you to see me-
if this is the last thing you do just tell me that it's o.k.
for me to have these feelings for you
and that it's normal to want to call you.
Oh I'm dialing the phone and I'm letting it ring for hours
and I'm pretending to hear your voice-
Why does my heart always beat before yours does?
After a while you can make yourself believe in almost anything,
so I'm making myself believe in you.