Feb 03, 2005 12:36
I miss the days when everyone was happy.
I wish I could tell people the truth such as, when I dont want to do something I could just simply tell them I dont want to do anything. instead I feel an obligation to lie which is incredibly wrong. Now those of you who are reading this dont think that everytime you ask me to do something and I cant dont think that Im lying. most of the time I really cant, its only sometimes that I feel that lying is necessary, and I truly wish I didnt feel this way.
I have updated my live journal twice in about an hour. Im done that is too much to handle. besides the fact I feel really awful, Im done Im leaving the computer.