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It's been a while since I've written in this, huh?
It's really interesting how much someone's viewpoint can change, I think, but it's a bit scary too. I don't like to think about the future much (or well, I do a lot but it's more just my dream life or relationships that I try to See instead of anything serious), but you know, I'm leaving school in a few months. Most of the time, I know where I'm going, and I'll have plans to do something over the summer before I have to come back to school and go through another year but that's it after this summer. Mum wants us to go back to India to visit everyone there and I guess I'll probably go there first because I miss them a lot, I really do even though I complain about Mum's strange owls about future husbands she's picked out and all that rubbish. And that's another thing! She wants me to go back and get married like she did and settle down and even if You-Know-Who is defeated (no pressure, Harry) like everyone hopes he will, there are going to be a lot of problems still there and I think I want to stay and help and make sure everything is okay before I decide if I even want to settle down or not!
It really is easier once you write everything down, or at least it feels easier. I'll have to thank the firstie who said that sometime, which means I get to take a study break and make a card! Anyway, this is a really boring entry and I'm sorry about that but sometimes you just need to scream somewhere and I guess this is the easiest place to do it and make this book stop eating my jumper.
Oh, does anyone want tarot card readings? I need to practice for my Divination N.E.W.T. and it's not fun doing it on the same people over and over!
It's really interesting how much someone's viewpoint can change, I think, but it's a bit scary too. I don't like to think about the future much (or well, I do a lot but it's more just my dream life or relationships that I try to See instead of anything serious), but you know, I'm leaving school in a few months. Most of the time, I know where I'm going, and I'll have plans to do something over the summer before I have to come back to school and go through another year but that's it after this summer. Mum wants us to go back to India to visit everyone there and I guess I'll probably go there first because I miss them a lot, I really do even though I complain about Mum's strange owls about future husbands she's picked out and all that rubbish. And that's another thing! She wants me to go back and get married like she did and settle down and even if You-Know-Who is defeated (no pressure, Harry) like everyone hopes he will, there are going to be a lot of problems still there and I think I want to stay and help and make sure everything is okay before I decide if I even want to settle down or not!
It really is easier once you write everything down, or at least it feels easier. I'll have to thank the firstie who said that sometime, which means I get to take a study break and make a card! Anyway, this is a really boring entry and I'm sorry about that but sometimes you just need to scream somewhere and I guess this is the easiest place to do it and make this book stop eating my jumper.
Oh, does anyone want tarot card readings? I need to practice for my Divination N.E.W.T. and it's not fun doing it on the same people over and over!