Jan 12, 2005 00:24
Maybe my hopes to low for tomorrow,
I hope tomorrow's still gonna come.
I'd like to say that being infected to a virus feels very much like the start of a trip. It slowly starts with little effects that mingle into your brain stem, and poke at you. This is about the point where you start commenting about your ailments. "My Throat's killing me!...etc." After this the trip/sickness starts to take hold of your body and mind, and you fall into that sleeplike state(this usually comes from an illness that includes a fever). My dreams when im in theis lucid dreaming state, are usually a lot like a trip. They flow through my subconcious, and are totally insane, because the environments are totally mutated and mutalated, because these little adventures just run through random parts of my brain. I wake up remembering a lot of what i've dreamed, and then i go dream some more, trying to fufill my quest of getting these toxins out of my body. I don't know and then i come down slowly off of this virus trip, i feel better and better and more like my real self again. Which is someone i don't want to be sometimes. There's more stuff going through my mind right now, but really don't feel like typing it out.