i just don't feel like flying anymore...
so, i'm comfortably numb. but without all the comfort.
this has been a not so good week for me. and for no apparent reason. perhaps it's because of the upcoming holiday. the fact that it's lonely hearts day doesn't really have anything to do with it, although it doesn't help. i just find little happiness in anything anymore. i'm tired of working. i'm tired of eating. i don't even derive joy from listening to music anymore.
i hope it's just the week. i hope it's just the weather. i can't take this unsettling feeling. it's worse than not feeling anything at all.
this has been a not so good week for me. and for no apparent reason. perhaps it's because of the upcoming holiday. the fact that it's lonely hearts day doesn't really have anything to do with it, although it doesn't help. i just find little happiness in anything anymore. i'm tired of working. i'm tired of eating. i don't even derive joy from listening to music anymore.
i hope it's just the week. i hope it's just the weather. i can't take this unsettling feeling. it's worse than not feeling anything at all.