Oct 18, 2004 18:29
4 shows this week. i'm way too tired to do anything. the rain isn't helping. i want to crawl in a hole.
exercised a lot yesterday. feel better than i have in a few months. yet i'm 3 pounds heavier than i was last time. my body hates me.
nothing seems right anymore. yet life is good to me. except for this unexplained nagging, from deep inside. sometimes i don't like to feel.