Nov 21, 2005 00:52
So if everyone didn't know.... I am now a full time worker. Yeah I know, i can't believe it either, but its true! I work monday through friday 8:30-5:00 ! I work with Danny Songs mom and dad, at a HUGE japanese camera company ( we fix cameras all over the U.S.), I like it alot, the time goes by fairly quickly and I stay busy. I do not like having to wake up at 6:30 every morning though. that sucks! And I don't get paid till dec 9 either cause I started on a weird week. That sucks too. But I actually feel important and needed so thats nice.
Things have been kinda boring lately, I dont go out anymore( the job!) and not alot has changed. But I guess thats okay.
Things I want: A new car!! okay I've had the mustang conv for like .. a long time.. its a 2001, and Its falling apart people! I need new brakes bad but i havent had the time, but I have to do it this weekend, this is been going on for about 4 months. Its horrible and shush vanessa cause i dont want to hear it. But I have to get it done.. have to , have to. they are definately going to have to replace alot of things..scary.
But I always go through the stage of wanting a new car in the winter cause mine is boring. I cant have the top down and.. its always cold in my car, and loud. I want a mercedes. or... a bmw, or an acura. a sports car type.. no suv's unless of course is a LAND ROVER. hmm maybe I should convince mom and dad for a used one.
my first paycheck I am buying this : a new NICE flat iron, im getting my hair done, and buying christmas gifts.
This weekend, was fun, my cousin came to visit, we had a good time and talked about all the old times toghether growing up! its sad we dont get to see eachother as much and its sad that all my cousins are all close except for me and ellee, we have always just lived far away and didn't get to visit much.
Also, speaking of family.. My grandma, is coming to live with us. Since my grandpa died, shes been floating around with family, and i think this is her last stop. this is going to be a big change for us. My parents go out all the time and ellee and I are growing up so It might not be fun for her. Im excited to have her here, definately, but I want her to be happy. She is kinda of slow, so ellee and I will have to kindof take care of her a little bit. Shes fully capable of doing anything ( except driving cause shes never had a lisence) but she talks really slow and cant think of the right words to say sometimes.
I think she will like it here, she loves to shop and eat and she comes from a tiny town in Washington state, so this should be fun for her.
Tonight, was ellee's competition, it was fun.... and exhausting.. we waited and waited for hours to watch a 2 minute routine.. it was worth it.. buti was tired! a couple of us fell asleep... little girls were everywhere!
I was thinking, I want to get married.
I want to have everything in place, meet my soul mate and get married. I am 21 years old and I dont want to be super old ( 25-30) and just get married, and then start having kids when im 30-35. Idont want to do it! the other side is like, i have so much I want to do, but then again, I guess things will work out the way they should.. but i just want to have that stability and not have to worry about breaking up or stupid crap...or dating.. its just not me, it never has been. but .. whatves. I need to learn to be alone too, and just have fun. I havent really done that yet... ahhh I dont care!!!!
I want to have a girls night one weekend... Cause i have no life during the week, however.. we could have a girls night out.. dinner! we could all just go eat dinner..
this includes, marissa, vanessa, bethany, ellee, izzy, kelly, carly, krysta,allison and any other girls who want to dooo it! I wanna do it.. so.. lets think of a day and lets all get some food. no boys allowed.
Anyone up for it?
Also, lets try to set up a nice holiday dinner!!!!!!! okay thanks.
OKay I think i should get some sleep! Anyone up as early as me .. 630or 7 wanna grab breakfast one morning?
hit me up!!!
Goodnight.