cause the more that you try the harder i'll fight to say goodnight...
Joey King is probably the cutest thing ever right now. I can't get over how fun filming this movie with her is. We have these Joey Moments on set where she says the cutest things, a lot like that show Kids Say the Darndest Things forever ago. My favorite so far has been when I gave Joey a high five for knowing the Forever The Sickest Kids song I was singing, and hit her hand a little too hard, and then she yells "Ow! Your puberty ring hurt me!" Adorable. Also, she recently realized that I have a camera on my macbook and has been going video crazy. It's really cute. I'm loving the time that we get to spend together when we aren't filming and are waiting for shots to be set up and stuff.
She was making these cute little commercials/infomercials. And so lately between takes we've been putting on robes backwards like snuggies and rockin' out. Only, like... not rocking out. We just sit there and take pictures on my macbook in these fake snuggies. In fact, we're probably the biggest dorks ever but it's so much fun.
I want to ask a question, but can't think of any. And I'm not going to ask what your favorite commercials are even if I might.
Okay. Okay. What's your favorite commercial? Why? Mine has to be the ShamWow, even if I've been informed that it doesn't work as well as that guy says it does. Still. It makes me want to buy everything that guy is selling. Or maybe the Bumpits commercial, cause those things are just ridiculous and make people look like they belong in the crazy house or something. I dunno.
Kevin
I miss talking to you and can't remember the last time we've had a conversation at all ):
Lucy
Want me to come over? We can watch tv and order food. Or we can just sit there and talk about the loss of Faraday rather than the loss of other things. I'll always be here! Just let me know. <3
Private
I've been hanging out with Zac lately. Like we went to a Dodgers game and we've been talking online and. I think maybe I like hanging out with him a lot. Like a lot more than I should. Like maybe I like him and not just hanging out with him but I don't want to admit it at all because I can't do that. Because if I do I'm just setting myself up for failure because I'm 16 and it doesn't work like that. I shouldn't think about it. Nothing would ever come from this stupid not at all crush. Demi told me to go for it and talk to the guy that I think I like, but. Hah. She has no idea who it is and would probably flip if she knew.
Or maybe not. She is with Cody. He's three years older. Which isn't six. But it's three. Maybe she would get it.
No, no. Nevermind. That's stupid. This is all so stupid.
In other news, I told my Mom that we should have breakfast together on Mothers day. Things are getting better there but you know. It's not like it'll get back to normal really quickly. This is just one time and I'll take it from there. I also just found out that David cheated on my best friend and I'm fucking pissed about it. Anytime anything has ever happened with him I've always stood by because he's my costar and one of my close friends and I always just assumed that everyone else was in the wrong. Never David. But not now. He had sex with Nati and that's the end of it.
I feel horrible for Lucy. I feel so bad that she's sitting in her apartment with Bentley feeling helpless and there's nothing I can do because I've been filming this movie. These are the times I hate being busy. She's been my best friend these past few months and was there for me with the Nick break up. The Nick thing was a kiss. This is sex. I'm trying to make myself more available for her but it's hard to schedule massive eating and girl sessions when I have to be on set early in the morning and end up working late almost every day of the week. Most of the time when I'm on AIM it's on my blackberry. I wish I could be around for her. I'm going to try even harder. I need to.
And I'm not at all trying to turn this on me. In fact, I'm not even going to say anything about this to anybody else. But. We were talking online last night and she said that she lost the love of her life and that she felt helpless and that she was literally empty and I had no idea what to say. I've never felt that, just an over exaggerated version. I thought that if anything happened like this happened to a friend, then I'd be able to relate because Nick and I lost it and it was messy. But it just made me realize... that being "in love" when you're sixteen is tough and maybe you make things bigger than they should be. Like the being "in love" for example. I think that I loved Nick, but I wasn't "in love" like I always thought. It's just weird the things you realize when you step back and look at something after it's done with. I was so stupid, letting us go on back and forth over and over like that. It should be one shot, and then you're done. We had our chance and we tried over and over to get back to where we were in the beginning. I'm just... happy I realize that now.
Ugh these posts are always so long. And it's always just from this dumb private section. That new years resolution last year to not make private sections anymore sure is long gone.
She was making these cute little commercials/infomercials. And so lately between takes we've been putting on robes backwards like snuggies and rockin' out. Only, like... not rocking out. We just sit there and take pictures on my macbook in these fake snuggies. In fact, we're probably the biggest dorks ever but it's so much fun.
Click to viewI want to ask a question, but can't think of any. And I'm not going to ask what your favorite commercials are even if I might.
Okay. Okay. What's your favorite commercial? Why? Mine has to be the ShamWow, even if I've been informed that it doesn't work as well as that guy says it does. Still. It makes me want to buy everything that guy is selling. Or maybe the Bumpits commercial, cause those things are just ridiculous and make people look like they belong in the crazy house or something. I dunno.
Kevin
I miss talking to you and can't remember the last time we've had a conversation at all ):
Lucy
Want me to come over? We can watch tv and order food. Or we can just sit there and talk about the loss of Faraday rather than the loss of other things. I'll always be here! Just let me know. <3
Private
I've been hanging out with Zac lately. Like we went to a Dodgers game and we've been talking online and. I think maybe I like hanging out with him a lot. Like a lot more than I should. Like maybe I like him and not just hanging out with him but I don't want to admit it at all because I can't do that. Because if I do I'm just setting myself up for failure because I'm 16 and it doesn't work like that. I shouldn't think about it. Nothing would ever come from this stupid not at all crush. Demi told me to go for it and talk to the guy that I think I like, but. Hah. She has no idea who it is and would probably flip if she knew.
Or maybe not. She is with Cody. He's three years older. Which isn't six. But it's three. Maybe she would get it.
No, no. Nevermind. That's stupid. This is all so stupid.
In other news, I told my Mom that we should have breakfast together on Mothers day. Things are getting better there but you know. It's not like it'll get back to normal really quickly. This is just one time and I'll take it from there. I also just found out that David cheated on my best friend and I'm fucking pissed about it. Anytime anything has ever happened with him I've always stood by because he's my costar and one of my close friends and I always just assumed that everyone else was in the wrong. Never David. But not now. He had sex with Nati and that's the end of it.
I feel horrible for Lucy. I feel so bad that she's sitting in her apartment with Bentley feeling helpless and there's nothing I can do because I've been filming this movie. These are the times I hate being busy. She's been my best friend these past few months and was there for me with the Nick break up. The Nick thing was a kiss. This is sex. I'm trying to make myself more available for her but it's hard to schedule massive eating and girl sessions when I have to be on set early in the morning and end up working late almost every day of the week. Most of the time when I'm on AIM it's on my blackberry. I wish I could be around for her. I'm going to try even harder. I need to.
And I'm not at all trying to turn this on me. In fact, I'm not even going to say anything about this to anybody else. But. We were talking online last night and she said that she lost the love of her life and that she felt helpless and that she was literally empty and I had no idea what to say. I've never felt that, just an over exaggerated version. I thought that if anything happened like this happened to a friend, then I'd be able to relate because Nick and I lost it and it was messy. But it just made me realize... that being "in love" when you're sixteen is tough and maybe you make things bigger than they should be. Like the being "in love" for example. I think that I loved Nick, but I wasn't "in love" like I always thought. It's just weird the things you realize when you step back and look at something after it's done with. I was so stupid, letting us go on back and forth over and over like that. It should be one shot, and then you're done. We had our chance and we tried over and over to get back to where we were in the beginning. I'm just... happy I realize that now.
Ugh these posts are always so long. And it's always just from this dumb private section. That new years resolution last year to not make private sections anymore sure is long gone.