Marlene Dietrich kicks ass
She does, seriously.
Well, when I began school this week I saw something startling: a big sign on the side of a building that read "welcome class of 2009!"
For some reason this really disturbed me. Since this actually is the beginning of my final year in college, I felt threatened by the notion of seniority. Shouldn't I have some sense of...oh I don't know....command of the vast and wondrous store of knowledge I have gained after my 4 years of diligence? Shouldn't I be able to do basic math and spell simple words? Should I not feel like such a fraud? I don't understand how I've made good grades, or how it is that I'll only need one more class to graduate after this semester. Let's not even think about how I feel about going out and trying to find a job, etc. blah....................
Of course I feel isolated as ever and I hate the first few weeks of class. I can't wait for the excitment to cool down and for everyone to get into their routines. I really don't have anything or anyone keeping me involved with campus this year. I need to do something about that and get out of hermit mode. I'm in high sprits, I'm just not happy about being forced to leave the nice little cabin I enjoyed in the mountains last week.
Well, when I began school this week I saw something startling: a big sign on the side of a building that read "welcome class of 2009!"
For some reason this really disturbed me. Since this actually is the beginning of my final year in college, I felt threatened by the notion of seniority. Shouldn't I have some sense of...oh I don't know....command of the vast and wondrous store of knowledge I have gained after my 4 years of diligence? Shouldn't I be able to do basic math and spell simple words? Should I not feel like such a fraud? I don't understand how I've made good grades, or how it is that I'll only need one more class to graduate after this semester. Let's not even think about how I feel about going out and trying to find a job, etc. blah....................
Of course I feel isolated as ever and I hate the first few weeks of class. I can't wait for the excitment to cool down and for everyone to get into their routines. I really don't have anything or anyone keeping me involved with campus this year. I need to do something about that and get out of hermit mode. I'm in high sprits, I'm just not happy about being forced to leave the nice little cabin I enjoyed in the mountains last week.