when do we know the right time for anything?
tell me something ive never heard before.
here are my thoughts of anger if you care. even if you dont, im still gonna spew it out.
right now, im so completely pissed off i want to leave. the only thing that i can really do issit and hope that something will help me feel better and try to forget all that he says. he makes it all seem so much worse, and gets more mad when i prove him wrong. tonight he called me a teenage bitch again. i really wish i was older and gone. he doesnt know why i fele the way i do because he doesnt ever pay attention to me, he only cares about his bitch debbie. he never notices when i do something good, or when something happens and i try to make it better. he only sees all that ive done wrong. he makes it seem like im some horrible person when im his daughter. his youngest at tjhat. he says that hes scared for me and when i try to something church related i either get in trouble for it, or he just wont let me go. im not understanding. he treats me like im a little kid, i hate it. when i finally tell him how i feel and why-he says that i shouldnt be mad about it, he doesnt even consider my feelings. he just says whatever. and like i said before he called me a teenage bitch again tonight, did he think for one second before he said that? probaby not beucase he just doesnt care. he says that hes worried sooo much about me-my ass hes worried usually when parents are worried they show that they care, well my jackass father wont ever do that he just says those thigns to make me "feel better" yet i know hes lying and doesnt really mean it. i hate it so bad. he makes me feel like i really am the horrible person he makes me out to be. it bugs me because hes holding me back from everything. if idont do one thing right-then im grounded for like two or three weeks, its completely out of control and crazy. he does not know how to be a parent to me. he doesnt even try to communicate with me, and when i try to communicate with him, he doesnt even listen to the words i say to him. he just doesnt know who i am, or what i like to do in my spare time. i live with him and he doesnt even know me.
well im sorry if you didnt want to hear/read me complain about this, but i had ot get it out. its still not all the way out, but at least i blew some steam.
here are my thoughts of anger if you care. even if you dont, im still gonna spew it out.
right now, im so completely pissed off i want to leave. the only thing that i can really do issit and hope that something will help me feel better and try to forget all that he says. he makes it all seem so much worse, and gets more mad when i prove him wrong. tonight he called me a teenage bitch again. i really wish i was older and gone. he doesnt know why i fele the way i do because he doesnt ever pay attention to me, he only cares about his bitch debbie. he never notices when i do something good, or when something happens and i try to make it better. he only sees all that ive done wrong. he makes it seem like im some horrible person when im his daughter. his youngest at tjhat. he says that hes scared for me and when i try to something church related i either get in trouble for it, or he just wont let me go. im not understanding. he treats me like im a little kid, i hate it. when i finally tell him how i feel and why-he says that i shouldnt be mad about it, he doesnt even consider my feelings. he just says whatever. and like i said before he called me a teenage bitch again tonight, did he think for one second before he said that? probaby not beucase he just doesnt care. he says that hes worried sooo much about me-my ass hes worried usually when parents are worried they show that they care, well my jackass father wont ever do that he just says those thigns to make me "feel better" yet i know hes lying and doesnt really mean it. i hate it so bad. he makes me feel like i really am the horrible person he makes me out to be. it bugs me because hes holding me back from everything. if idont do one thing right-then im grounded for like two or three weeks, its completely out of control and crazy. he does not know how to be a parent to me. he doesnt even try to communicate with me, and when i try to communicate with him, he doesnt even listen to the words i say to him. he just doesnt know who i am, or what i like to do in my spare time. i live with him and he doesnt even know me.
well im sorry if you didnt want to hear/read me complain about this, but i had ot get it out. its still not all the way out, but at least i blew some steam.