Jun 19, 2005 20:19
I figured I would update because it's been a while lol.
After yesterday, I figured something out that I never knew before...liking someone who is in no way involved with all of this drama makes everything better lol (note the massive amount of sarcasm in the "I never knew before"). I know 2...maybe 3 people know who it is, but the rest of you will figure it out eventually. Anyways, back to the entry...I've been talking with her since Canada, and I mean, I kinda started to like her a couple of weeks ago, but from hanging out with her yesterday and just talking for a while, I realized how alike her and I are. I don't know what it was...maybe the fact that we have so much in common (right down to watching certain cartoons lol) but whatever it was, I definitely like her alot more than I did.
Ok...so the whole point of this entry is basically to say you guys probably won't hear me ranting about how messed up my social life is for a while. Hell...I went through alot in my head yesterday, like the fact that I have 10 people I can think of off the top of my head that hate me, how stupid I've been lately, and everything that has happened, and all I could do was laugh at it. None of it bothers me anymore...I think I finally learned to just brush it all off and move on. All of this drama is so childish...I'm in high school...and obviously there's gonna rumors. So, why the hell should I let what I know isn't true get to me? Ok...before I start rambling anymore...I'm gonna finish lol. Lata