"I just can't find my way..."
"I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through"
This is going to be mostly rambling...just warning you ahead of time, but it's my journal...so I can do whatever the fuck I want. And yes...that quote does go along with this...
It wasn't supposed to be like this...nothing was. Where the hell did I go wrong? (If anyone can answer that for me...please do) I'm supposed to be happier now...instead I'm frigin miserable. I've lost one of my closest friends because of something that wasn't even fuckin true. I've been tagged a liar, a cheater, and an all around asshole. I've lost my trust in pretty much everyone. I've gotten to the point that I don't even know who I can talk to anymore. My life fuckin sucks right now...plain and simple. Scream at me all you want for saying that...but it's true. I can't even go out with my friends anymore without wondering what they think of me, if they've heard something that wasn't true, or even if they're just playing me to get information for someone else. I don't know what to do anymore...I've officially broken down, lost all hope in my life going back to normal.
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through"
This is going to be mostly rambling...just warning you ahead of time, but it's my journal...so I can do whatever the fuck I want. And yes...that quote does go along with this...
It wasn't supposed to be like this...nothing was. Where the hell did I go wrong? (If anyone can answer that for me...please do) I'm supposed to be happier now...instead I'm frigin miserable. I've lost one of my closest friends because of something that wasn't even fuckin true. I've been tagged a liar, a cheater, and an all around asshole. I've lost my trust in pretty much everyone. I've gotten to the point that I don't even know who I can talk to anymore. My life fuckin sucks right now...plain and simple. Scream at me all you want for saying that...but it's true. I can't even go out with my friends anymore without wondering what they think of me, if they've heard something that wasn't true, or even if they're just playing me to get information for someone else. I don't know what to do anymore...I've officially broken down, lost all hope in my life going back to normal.