Don't load the gun if you're not gonna use it
So...it's been an interesting week. Alot of crap was taken care of yesterday...thank god (if you saw my away message, you know just how much alot is lol)...but now I have even more to deal with. I really don't feel like talking about it, mainly because I don't feel like starting anything. They're my problems, let me deal with them.
Anyways, it's really been an unbelievable 2 months. Let's see...Ireland was incredible, school has gone fairly well, the music programs are doing well, I met Anthony Rapp, I have an AWESOME graduation gift from Amanda's mom, and I learned to roller blade again, plus there's probably a ton of stuff I'm forgetting. Honestly...that's all pointless. It was all fun, and of course I loved each thing while it was happening, but it's still nothing. What this entries really about is how unbelievable the past 2 months really have been. Being with Kerri is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. She has opened my eyes to so much, and has been there through everything. She brought me back to who I really am, instead of whatever the hell I was for the past year. She always has me smiling, and when I'm upset about something, she's right there to hold me until she makes me smile. She's everything I've ever wanted. Kerri, I just want to tell you how much I love you, and you can't imagine how much you mean to me. 1/28/06.
Anyways, it's really been an unbelievable 2 months. Let's see...Ireland was incredible, school has gone fairly well, the music programs are doing well, I met Anthony Rapp, I have an AWESOME graduation gift from Amanda's mom, and I learned to roller blade again, plus there's probably a ton of stuff I'm forgetting. Honestly...that's all pointless. It was all fun, and of course I loved each thing while it was happening, but it's still nothing. What this entries really about is how unbelievable the past 2 months really have been. Being with Kerri is the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. She has opened my eyes to so much, and has been there through everything. She brought me back to who I really am, instead of whatever the hell I was for the past year. She always has me smiling, and when I'm upset about something, she's right there to hold me until she makes me smile. She's everything I've ever wanted. Kerri, I just want to tell you how much I love you, and you can't imagine how much you mean to me. 1/28/06.