"And you're not something I deserve..."
so...yesterday was a fun day...Driver's ed, came home and cleaned, and then alot of drama at night...yea...fun day lol.
It's kind of ironic...I'm always told I'm a sweetheart, Prince Charming, Romeo, etc. but it seems that lately I've been the exact opposite. I've been such an ass to people...I don't know why, it's just been happening. Anytime I try to help someone, I wind up just making it worse...I really shouldn't try anymore. I shouldn't get involved in everyone elses affairs...I just bury them deeper...Iunno...I think the person I've done this to the most is Amanda though. It has nothing to do with me getting involved with her problems...it's normally me causing the problems. She's truly a person I honestly don't think I deserve. She treats me like a prince and I repay her by constantly hurting her...(not physically if that's what anyone is thinking). Seriously...I never know what to say...it seems just about everything I say makes her cry...It hurts so much to see her upset...let alone when I'm the cause of it. I don't know what to do...I'm tired of seeing her upset because of me... Ok whatever...I'm just venting...leave comments if you want, I don't care if anyone does with this one.
"I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now"
...I hope you can forgive me for all the times I've hurt you...I'm really sorry...I Love you Amanda...Forever and Always...With all my Heart
It's kind of ironic...I'm always told I'm a sweetheart, Prince Charming, Romeo, etc. but it seems that lately I've been the exact opposite. I've been such an ass to people...I don't know why, it's just been happening. Anytime I try to help someone, I wind up just making it worse...I really shouldn't try anymore. I shouldn't get involved in everyone elses affairs...I just bury them deeper...Iunno...I think the person I've done this to the most is Amanda though. It has nothing to do with me getting involved with her problems...it's normally me causing the problems. She's truly a person I honestly don't think I deserve. She treats me like a prince and I repay her by constantly hurting her...(not physically if that's what anyone is thinking). Seriously...I never know what to say...it seems just about everything I say makes her cry...It hurts so much to see her upset...let alone when I'm the cause of it. I don't know what to do...I'm tired of seeing her upset because of me... Ok whatever...I'm just venting...leave comments if you want, I don't care if anyone does with this one.
"I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now"
...I hope you can forgive me for all the times I've hurt you...I'm really sorry...I Love you Amanda...Forever and Always...With all my Heart