May 26, 2006 13:51
I want to wake up next to you in a movie white bedroom, glowing like the morning sun, and just smell your hair and feel your skin against mine and know that everything is going to be okay. I watched branches dance on a waiting room floor and realized what we gave up, I want it back. I want to try again…
So let your smile wash over me like an angel-chorus harmony, open your eyes and look at me, I’ll be there whenever you need, wrapped around your neck, in a heart on your chest…breathe for me for just a little while
I want to fall asleep with your head on my chest, just sink into this bed and not wake up for weeks. I want to melt into you and help you fight the fright away, I want to take away all of your pain, hide all of your fears under the blankets and never let them out again. I swear if you keep looking at me like you do we might disappear…let’s disappear…
I’m so proud of the way that you’re fighting for me, it makes me realize how meant to be we are. I’m so proud. I love the way you say my name when we wake up on Sunday mornings, you hate that day but somehow its better with me there. Thank you. I’m so proud that I can make you feel lighter, I’m so happy that you’re mine (and I’m yours).
You are and always have been my world, I just didn’t know it until October 9th up against a metal fence, stop breathing, make it secret, make it special, make it ours…
we're back together. fuck off if you don't like it, i love her. she is my world.
I'm an idiot.