know that i'd be there for you

[see_you_at_40]

So I'm about 200% positive it was an excuse and a lie. I guess the only things keeping me going are my refusal to accept the fact that you're likely avoiding the truth, and the illusion that maybe, sooner than later, you'll end up with me.

And if it isn't an excuse, don't be such a nice guy. Things happen, people's feelings may get hurt, but they will move on. Life goes on.

But I can't. Not without you, or at least not without closure.