siiiiiiiggh..
Ho Hummmm...
I've been sitting home for the past two days. And- don't get me wrong, the rest has been great. But I've also been thinking alot. :-\ I understand High School is like when you "grow up" and everything supposedly changes, but still.. why does it have to suck so much? Over these past three years, I have had some of the BEST times of my life. Along with some of the WORST times of my life. I, personally, feel that I grew up alot between my sophomore and junior year. I don't care about that petty stuff anymore.. I don't let little things bother me.. I know what's important to me, and who really matters. But then. There are still times when I just wish everything would go away. When I wish I could just change everything and become someone else.
I don't remember who I was talking to at Jake's. I think it was Kierra, and I was telling her how Shanda's lipgloss reminded me of the summer between 8th grade and freshmen year. And she understood what I meant. So I am not saying that no one understands. Cuz I no that I am not the only person in high school. And I no that I am not the only person who kinda gets "down in the dumps" every now and then, but still... That honestly was an awesome summer. And freshmen year-last year.. I had some amazing times with everyone. Half the crap I pulled, and got away with- I can't even believe it! But that's not what it's all about.
People think I'm crazy when I say that this year is almost over, but if you think about it, it really is. Next week is Thanksgiving. Then after Thanksgiving comes Christmas, and after Christmas break, the rest of the year fllliiiees by!So it kinda is time to think about reality. Cause High School doesn't last forever, but I miss all those rediculously stupid, amazingly fun times.
I miss last winter. I miss the basketball team. (Although it was great to hang out w/ Nick again) SOOOOO GLAD we fixed everything. :-)
But I also miss Johna. I miss this summer, when we sat on the roof and bitched about everything together.
I also miss everyone that used to be at school. Last year, I could walk into the cafeteria at any given time, and find someone to talk to. Now.. I only have like 2 real friends. And I see them.. not that often.
Why is it that, in high school, all the fun stuff passes but the drama doesn't? People seriously need to grow up! Welllll.... I guess I am done being pessimistic for now, but that was just some thoughts. I was listening to a CD earlier that reminded me of freshmen/sophomore year. I really do miss all that. :-\
~If you please... do u think all the bull is worth it?
I've been sitting home for the past two days. And- don't get me wrong, the rest has been great. But I've also been thinking alot. :-\ I understand High School is like when you "grow up" and everything supposedly changes, but still.. why does it have to suck so much? Over these past three years, I have had some of the BEST times of my life. Along with some of the WORST times of my life. I, personally, feel that I grew up alot between my sophomore and junior year. I don't care about that petty stuff anymore.. I don't let little things bother me.. I know what's important to me, and who really matters. But then. There are still times when I just wish everything would go away. When I wish I could just change everything and become someone else.
I don't remember who I was talking to at Jake's. I think it was Kierra, and I was telling her how Shanda's lipgloss reminded me of the summer between 8th grade and freshmen year. And she understood what I meant. So I am not saying that no one understands. Cuz I no that I am not the only person in high school. And I no that I am not the only person who kinda gets "down in the dumps" every now and then, but still... That honestly was an awesome summer. And freshmen year-last year.. I had some amazing times with everyone. Half the crap I pulled, and got away with- I can't even believe it! But that's not what it's all about.
People think I'm crazy when I say that this year is almost over, but if you think about it, it really is. Next week is Thanksgiving. Then after Thanksgiving comes Christmas, and after Christmas break, the rest of the year fllliiiees by!So it kinda is time to think about reality. Cause High School doesn't last forever, but I miss all those rediculously stupid, amazingly fun times.
I miss last winter. I miss the basketball team. (Although it was great to hang out w/ Nick again) SOOOOO GLAD we fixed everything. :-)
But I also miss Johna. I miss this summer, when we sat on the roof and bitched about everything together.
I also miss everyone that used to be at school. Last year, I could walk into the cafeteria at any given time, and find someone to talk to. Now.. I only have like 2 real friends. And I see them.. not that often.
Why is it that, in high school, all the fun stuff passes but the drama doesn't? People seriously need to grow up! Welllll.... I guess I am done being pessimistic for now, but that was just some thoughts. I was listening to a CD earlier that reminded me of freshmen/sophomore year. I really do miss all that. :-\
~If you please... do u think all the bull is worth it?