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I really thought 2008 would be soo much better than 2007...but its only seventeen days in and I am ready to throw in the towel.
My father died last week, seven days ago to be exact.
In less than 6 months, I have lost my son and my father.
Is it even possible for someone's life to suck so much?
I feel like I am in a fucking horror flick, and I cant outrun the monster...but this is real life, and life IS the fucking monster.
My entire life is a bad fucking dream, and I feel like I will never wake up. Good things DONT happen to those who wait. I have been waiting my whole fucking life, and only bad shit happens to me. I dont get it.
I just spent the last few days in Florida...at my father's funeral. That is a whole other story I wont even bother with right now... you wouldnt believe this shit anyways.
My father died last week, seven days ago to be exact.
In less than 6 months, I have lost my son and my father.
Is it even possible for someone's life to suck so much?
I feel like I am in a fucking horror flick, and I cant outrun the monster...but this is real life, and life IS the fucking monster.
My entire life is a bad fucking dream, and I feel like I will never wake up. Good things DONT happen to those who wait. I have been waiting my whole fucking life, and only bad shit happens to me. I dont get it.
I just spent the last few days in Florida...at my father's funeral. That is a whole other story I wont even bother with right now... you wouldnt believe this shit anyways.