Apr 27, 2009 22:21
feel like I come here when I "feel vulnerable." whatever.
feel so Insecure. feel like I am a lossser. have no "hopes & dreams/aspirations." hate lurv. lurv hate?
feel so 13 saying "I'm gonna be alone 4eva" but it's true. not afraid of it, just now it's what's gonna happen. feel like saying feel a lot. feel like a 13 yr old girl that "hates her body" and listens to xiu xiu because jamie stewart is "damaged" and so am I. hate sounding dramatic but uh not meant to. know my life isn't hard/fugged up but seriously. not like anything bad happened. just um yeah. feel defected.