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god why do i always wear my heart on my sleeve. when i always wind up getting heart in the end. God it hurts so much. I wish i could just kill all the pain. Why do i always give my heart out like this i hate it. I like her and all but shes gotta boyfriend now and when ashley told me i just purst into tears i mean literally i always get my hopes up and they always get crushed. I HATE IT!!. God i love pamela for being there for me shes my sweetheart <333. I hate him so much for having her. shes so beautiful i wish she coulda been mine oh well ill just wait like always....