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I didn't really sleep much at all last night, and then I didn't go in to work at the Probate Court today because I felt dizzy and nauseous. I totally tried to get dressed for about 25 minutes, but I couldn't manage to iron my shirt because I kept having to go sit down and put my head down, so eventually I just gave up. I feel okay now, except for the ugly shame of failure and the sort of grimy feeling of having slept until three and my pajamas are still on. I have seriously missed work at the Probate Court so many times, which I imagine can't be unrelated to the fact that it's so horrible I start panicking about it on Sunday, but it's not like I just up and don't go for fun. OK only one more time, and then no matter how terribly people think I did, I have an actual LEGAL internship for next semester so that whole program can just suck my balls.
ETA: But now I'm totally worried that I'm going to be in trouble or something for how much I've missed it. In trouble IN WHAT MANNER and WITH WHOM I have absolutely no idea, because I don't even know who is in charge of this thing. In fact, that nobody tells you what the hell you're supposed to be doing and I don't even have any idea what constitutes "failing" is no small part of what makes it such crap.
ETA: But now I'm totally worried that I'm going to be in trouble or something for how much I've missed it. In trouble IN WHAT MANNER and WITH WHOM I have absolutely no idea, because I don't even know who is in charge of this thing. In fact, that nobody tells you what the hell you're supposed to be doing and I don't even have any idea what constitutes "failing" is no small part of what makes it such crap.