To try or not to
I have known this one guy for like two years, going on three now. He wants me to move in with him and maybe only work part time or something so I have my own spending cash, but he will pay bills and all that. He's even okay with my dog coming. I have not actually met him in real life yet but we get along amazingly, even though he's got a strong country accent. We are meeting for the first time face to face not this coming Sunday but the following. He has agreed to just come down for the day and go home, as per my wishes. But I gotta be honest, I am kind of hoping things really work out here. If anyone even reads my journal anymore, what do you think? Am I just being a commitment phobe? I have already chickened out once on the whole meeting thing.