interviews
So I have been going on interviews like crazy lately, and now I got one for tomorrow and no way to get there. How much does that fucking suck? It's like, I kind of have this gut feeling that this interview might be the one for me, I really feel that way. The main issue of all of this is not having a vehicle to go to and from interviews on my own, if I did I would be in good shape. Granted, in order to get a vehicle, you need a job, but damn, just damn, on not being able to call a friend and ask them to transport me to the interview. I know if Carol was here she would do it, but then she and I have always done favors for each other. Shit, she's my life long sister, no one can replace her, and in these times right now, not just the interviews, I miss her, I really do. It might seem kind of sad to say, but she is a rock for me, one of inspiration, and I try to be for her when I can, but sometimes I feel I fall short. Anyways, I miss her, I wish I could see her right now, but oh well, the waiting game on that continues until we can both not be busy. Off for now to play with my nephew for a bit and get dressed enough to be decent around my brother and sister-in-law.