May 08, 2006 01:22
trying to pull an all nighter at school while holding back the tears.
i'm not being emotional because i'm tired, but what do they know.
everyone here thinks i'm sensitive but when the topic of conversation is always me and he problems other people have with me, i can't help but start to care.
not about the issues they have but about the fact that a person who i thought of as my best friend is ashamed of being seen with me. what is left to say when i am put in check every 5 minutes.
i never thought of myself as a bad person until now.
where are you when i need you?
i know the answer to this question already;
exactly where i was when you needed me.