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oh man... it needs to be monday already... I'm so anxious...
Yeah... despite my crazy love life, I'm going to ask Angela to be my girlfriend because I don't need to worry about my crazy love life until 4 years from now, even then, we don't know how much will change. plus, i don't really talk to him anymore.... our scheduales are too different.... i haven't even thought about him for a hwile.... and i feel kind of bad. Its just that in these past few weeks, she has somehow worked her way into my heart and filled my head... I don't know how she did it. but it worries me that it may be too easy to do that.... because these past few weeks there have been several people i care about deeply, even though i know you can care about more than one person..... but this is ridiculous.... ya know? but hey.... she's been the only person on my mind so i guess its fine. i just dont want to seem like a person who loves everybody just a bit too much, ya know? or loose... im afraid of seeming loose. XD
i just fear that.
but hey, these past few days have been the best ever! wednesday was lots of fun (even though i missed out on a whole bunch!), friday's Dir en grey concert (well, Family Values Tour....), and saturday's "confessions."
its been so amazing. I can tell you I am the happiest I have ever been in a long ass time!
Yeah... despite my crazy love life, I'm going to ask Angela to be my girlfriend because I don't need to worry about my crazy love life until 4 years from now, even then, we don't know how much will change. plus, i don't really talk to him anymore.... our scheduales are too different.... i haven't even thought about him for a hwile.... and i feel kind of bad. Its just that in these past few weeks, she has somehow worked her way into my heart and filled my head... I don't know how she did it. but it worries me that it may be too easy to do that.... because these past few weeks there have been several people i care about deeply, even though i know you can care about more than one person..... but this is ridiculous.... ya know? but hey.... she's been the only person on my mind so i guess its fine. i just dont want to seem like a person who loves everybody just a bit too much, ya know? or loose... im afraid of seeming loose. XD
i just fear that.
but hey, these past few days have been the best ever! wednesday was lots of fun (even though i missed out on a whole bunch!), friday's Dir en grey concert (well, Family Values Tour....), and saturday's "confessions."
its been so amazing. I can tell you I am the happiest I have ever been in a long ass time!