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[seductive_pain]

Im so scared..
i dont think anyone really knows..
how scared i am right now..
i am soo afraid..
sooo afraid to loose him..
i've fallen so hard..
harder than ever..
and i am scared to loose the one guy
that ive loved more than any guy
im scared..
so fucking scared..
i dont want him to leave me..
to cheat on me..
to get bored with me
to find someone better
i dont want to loose my baby..
i wish he could hold me..
i dont want to be frightened n e more..
i love him.. so much..