Jan 12, 2006 15:57
Prequel ~
A troubled teen is in the mix of a tough emotional disturbance. She’s finally understanding that she is emotionally unbalanced. She’s been hurt by a lot of guys in her past. A countless number of guys have lied to her, cheated on her, and broke her heart. Don’t get her mixed up, she isn’t the perfect depiction of an angel either. She gets scared. So scared that she will fall in love with a guy, fall in love hard, then have them crush her heart. She gets so scared that by the force of habit she breaks it off with them, that way she is never hurt. This reoccurring act as made it to where its difficult for her to truly believe a word that guys tend to tell her. This cycle she has started has taken a hard impact on her relationships and leaves them all tattered with no hope. She’s hopeless and love hungry. She begins to believe that she will never be able to hold a steady relationship. The thought has began to take a hard toll on her life and mental state. Until New Years. Her and her friends decide to go out and have a little fun for the new years. While at this huge outdoor party they run into three other boys around their ages. One of which, from the very first moment, struck a massive attraction in the eyes of our beloved Stephanie. As the story goes on she falls head over heels in love with this boy. Too many emotions are racing through her head. She doesn’t understand her feelings. She knows that they are love. She doesn’t understand how they could have came about so soon. All she knows is that this boy means the world to her. She wants to do all in her power to have a future with him, and make it last. She knows why her relationships fail but she doesn’t really know how to fix the fact that she has a battered relationship habit. All that goes through her head at first is if he is really prepared for a commitment with her. She needs to warn him that she’s a lot to deal with. She wants him to understand how she feels for him and let him know how much she loves him. She’s too afraid. She’s afraid he wont feel the same, that he’ll laugh at her or make fun of her. How’s she going to explain all this? She’s never been good with words, or face-to-face confrontations… she gets…
All Choked Up!