Feb 09, 2006 21:09
You see, Stephanie was loved a couple times before but never was she loved like she was with Billy. From the beginning of first grade she loved that boy, and he loved her back. Sure he was a perverted little kid at times, that’s what you get from being raised by a stepfather, but sometimes that boy was the only man she would ever see herself with. She even believed she would marry him, and he agreed. Every time she listened to the radio and the song “She’s in love with the boy” came on she’d day dream of him. Once he showed to her exactly how he felt by standing up for her. A boy in their neighborhood was flirting with her in a very vulgar manner. When Billy found out, they fought. Stephanie didn’t know who won. But she knew now she loved him more than ever. One day out of the blue she saw him riding his bike by. “Hey Billy, where ya goin?” she asked him, being extremely cute and sweet just like she normally was in those days, “I’m heading to my girlfriend Brittany’s house,” he said to her without directly looking at her as if he know what he did to her, but didn’t care. From that moment on Stephanie’s heart and mind has never been completely healed, nor did she believe it ever could be.
She dreamed about that boy. She thought about him everyday. She even thought about the disturbing situation that kept happening. She moved a couple times while Billy and she were a pair. Yet every where she moved, it happened that he was right around the corner from her, or upstairs from her, or down the street. At the time it meant nothing to her, but while she thinks about it now, that just wasn’t right.