Physiological Infraction
It's only been about a month since I updated. Come on, that's not so bad!
My computer is completely dead. It has been for... About a month ^^; I haven't gotten a new one yet and I don't know why but nagging with get hellfire sent upon me. Bah.
Of course for those of you who don't know, Chris is a retard and he flipped his car a couple weeks ago and completely totalled it.
So yes.
Saturday was mine and Chris's second 5-monthaversary. (Every time my posts are dominated by Chris, I always hear Audra's face smashing the keyboard.) We had volunteered to go do stuff at the Oyster Run but it was pathetically disorganized and confused and there was nothing for us to do so we just left o-O Mom was being a ho and for no real reason just said I couldn't hang out with him that day and that she wanted him to go straight home. Her original reason was that my room was messy but then I cleaned it and it turned into "you just need to get some rest." I woke up at 7 in the morning on a Saturday. What about that is restful? It's not like I'm going back to sleep or anything. But we'd already planned to spend the day together. We both put in off work and we haven't hung out in a long time and he's going to be gone for the next two weekends. Not to mention it's a pretty important day. The last month's been pretty hard... Anyway. We ditched the Oyster Run and went car shopping and prom dress shopping and bought some food from the shrimp basket and brought it home. By this point it was about 1. Mom said Chris could stay till 4. Sorry, still not good enough. So I was like "I'm not staying home and doing nothing, can I call into work?" And she said that was fine. (See? She has no reason, she just doesn't want me to see him.) So we hung out for a while then Chris and Jeff went outside to play and I did laundry then came out and watched them play around. Then Chris left and I cleaned up a little. Brian asked if I wanted Subway or Firehouse and I was like "I'm going to work." Then Mom got all mad. Like wtf. "Oh so you called and got some hours huh?!" "You said it was okay?" "Yeah. I did. *pissedoffpissedoff*" Then I hear her telling Brian how her life sucks because she has to put up with me. And he was telling her something about how me and Jeff just walk all over her because even though she sets clear rules and boundaries she never enforces the punishments and we know we can get away with it. Pffffft. Like 90% of the time I have no idea what she ever wants out of me because I'm just supposed to pick up on these "hints" or something and in my entire life I only remember two times that my punishment has been even slightly clear or justified. (Here meaning that it was preceded with a warning or her telling me to do something or that was related to any rule already set in place.) We seriously don't have rules around here. None that don't exist solely in my mom's head anyway. But it's easy to win a game when you make up every rule as you go, isn't it? Just say what suits you. *sigh* So. I went to work. Had a really great time at work. I love work. >-> Yeah. We went to Arby's and got some curly fries and their new cheesecake bites which were really pretty good. Then there was this hippy store across the street (we were in Gulf Shores) and we went in it to explore for a minute. I hate really strong incense... Then we went to the kids park to eat and there were a bunch of weirdo skater kids hanging around. I mean it was like they were all skating together, and then they all just split apart and sit on separate corners of the park like they're super emo. "I don't look as scene if I don't sit on this slide and cut myself!" Sooo... They we went to the movies and saw American Gangster. It was alright... Then we hugged a vomit-worthy amount and I went home ^-^
Yesterday was our Peer Helpers thing at Camp Beckwith. Not much to say about that... Went to see Chris on his lunch break and shopped at AE after that ^^; Chris called me while I was in line to check out and I went by Old Navy to spend the last bit of his break with him. Then I went home. Today I just laid around all day. Actually, I did a couple loads of laundry and ironed some things. Then I laid around all day ^-^ Chris bought a car today though. I'm anxious to see it... He's ASSAULTING me right now and I hate him.
Augh. I'm leaving.
My computer is completely dead. It has been for... About a month ^^; I haven't gotten a new one yet and I don't know why but nagging with get hellfire sent upon me. Bah.
Of course for those of you who don't know, Chris is a retard and he flipped his car a couple weeks ago and completely totalled it.
So yes.
Saturday was mine and Chris's second 5-monthaversary. (Every time my posts are dominated by Chris, I always hear Audra's face smashing the keyboard.) We had volunteered to go do stuff at the Oyster Run but it was pathetically disorganized and confused and there was nothing for us to do so we just left o-O Mom was being a ho and for no real reason just said I couldn't hang out with him that day and that she wanted him to go straight home. Her original reason was that my room was messy but then I cleaned it and it turned into "you just need to get some rest." I woke up at 7 in the morning on a Saturday. What about that is restful? It's not like I'm going back to sleep or anything. But we'd already planned to spend the day together. We both put in off work and we haven't hung out in a long time and he's going to be gone for the next two weekends. Not to mention it's a pretty important day. The last month's been pretty hard... Anyway. We ditched the Oyster Run and went car shopping and prom dress shopping and bought some food from the shrimp basket and brought it home. By this point it was about 1. Mom said Chris could stay till 4. Sorry, still not good enough. So I was like "I'm not staying home and doing nothing, can I call into work?" And she said that was fine. (See? She has no reason, she just doesn't want me to see him.) So we hung out for a while then Chris and Jeff went outside to play and I did laundry then came out and watched them play around. Then Chris left and I cleaned up a little. Brian asked if I wanted Subway or Firehouse and I was like "I'm going to work." Then Mom got all mad. Like wtf. "Oh so you called and got some hours huh?!" "You said it was okay?" "Yeah. I did. *pissedoffpissedoff*" Then I hear her telling Brian how her life sucks because she has to put up with me. And he was telling her something about how me and Jeff just walk all over her because even though she sets clear rules and boundaries she never enforces the punishments and we know we can get away with it. Pffffft. Like 90% of the time I have no idea what she ever wants out of me because I'm just supposed to pick up on these "hints" or something and in my entire life I only remember two times that my punishment has been even slightly clear or justified. (Here meaning that it was preceded with a warning or her telling me to do something or that was related to any rule already set in place.) We seriously don't have rules around here. None that don't exist solely in my mom's head anyway. But it's easy to win a game when you make up every rule as you go, isn't it? Just say what suits you. *sigh* So. I went to work. Had a really great time at work. I love work. >-> Yeah. We went to Arby's and got some curly fries and their new cheesecake bites which were really pretty good. Then there was this hippy store across the street (we were in Gulf Shores) and we went in it to explore for a minute. I hate really strong incense... Then we went to the kids park to eat and there were a bunch of weirdo skater kids hanging around. I mean it was like they were all skating together, and then they all just split apart and sit on separate corners of the park like they're super emo. "I don't look as scene if I don't sit on this slide and cut myself!" Sooo... They we went to the movies and saw American Gangster. It was alright... Then we hugged a vomit-worthy amount and I went home ^-^
Yesterday was our Peer Helpers thing at Camp Beckwith. Not much to say about that... Went to see Chris on his lunch break and shopped at AE after that ^^; Chris called me while I was in line to check out and I went by Old Navy to spend the last bit of his break with him. Then I went home. Today I just laid around all day. Actually, I did a couple loads of laundry and ironed some things. Then I laid around all day ^-^ Chris bought a car today though. I'm anxious to see it... He's ASSAULTING me right now and I hate him.
Augh. I'm leaving.